Shorty Update

So, sleep nao, wake up:

1. Pack things up
2. Go uni get results
3. Go TTS2 grab my stuff
4. Rush down to KL Sentral, pray to get ticket for shuttle train.
5. If successful, go to 6. If not go to 7.
6. Go to McD, either eat there or tapao depending on the time
7. Rush down to Puduraya, buy the fastest bus boarding ticket, and skip lunch if necessary.
8. Go back hometown.
9. ???
10. Profit. =3
11. Dental appointment (For god sake after 1 year man)
12. Wedding Dinner. (Not me. Don’t worry)

So yeah. Nighty. I hope it’s all good.

eXP.

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*scratch* I just noticed that now wordpress it’s using HTTPS to login and access the blog. Nice. SSL <3 I’m kinda obsessed with SSL somehow thanks to my year 2 project lol. I don’t know is it my plugin that forces it to run on SSL whenever it’s possible, or it’s on by default now. Jeevan let me know lol.

Brain blank. Been speedreading blogs. I always read blogs last time. Now when I think again, oh yeah hor I used to read blogs. -_- *smacks head*

I don’t really know what to type here. Lol.

I miss my court. When I was a kid, I always hang out there. Always. 5pm I’ll be running to the field. Come home late, and get scolded, drenched in perspiration, and major cuts sometimes.

It all seems so far away.

Why can’t I just keep it simple instead of complicating things. I wonder.

Now it makes me wonder what is this blog about. For my self reference only, or for people’s view. What does it do, what do I tend to imply in my posts, etc. Ah gg.

Or should I dump everything aside, my alter ego as well, and leave the interwebs?

If I do, all the fame, glory and shame will be soon forgotten.

eXP.

/_\

Now Playing — Keri Hilson – Knock You Down

Nice song.

Not bad, I have the ‘pro’ status in Garena MY COD4 room now. <3  But of course, ask myself truthfully, I iz like lv 0 when the others are at lv 5~10. GGWP man. GGWP.

I need a fkn comb man. I touch my front part of my hair I can feel it tangled up somehow. Geez. Nevah mind going back hometown MUST take a comb. XD It’s been years since I need a comb. *rollseyes*

Ok la I sleep first la. Haha.

I need determination for a change. Big paradigm shift ahead man.

I’ll do it. Blahhhh think positive boy!

eXPeri3nc3.

p/s — WarGames-The.Dead.Code[2008]DvDrip-aXXo – Nice concept, fake.

Bloody Monday up to date is still the most realistic hacking movie I’d seen. Lol. Too bad there’s not a slightest chance to see a real life hacking video. XD *I might play with php shell… heh heh heh*

edit — Wait I did see a video in Open Source Conference on a attacker in IRC using php backdoors on the servers to do a DDoS. Good shit. Now, imagine a DDoS on an entreprise… you despise. *nods with an evil grin* I know which site I will deface first, and bring down which servers along with it. Muhahahah. Lol like CTF, but in CTF you can’t destroy the machine. Heh.

Random Rant

4:12 AM 6/29/2009

Michael Jackson past away 2 days ago. To me, it’s like “Oh he died. Damn”

*shrug*

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… and so I was wondering why did my friend always comment about the girls that walk past that I glanced. = =

I guess I know why. Lol

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Ah yea. I `ordered` something from the universe. I wonder when will I receive it. =]

Hopefully it’s very soon lol.

*Now playing — Yuna Ito – Trust You

I love you, I trust you
kimi no tame ni nagasu namida ga
I love you, I trust you
ai wo oshietekureta donna ni kimi ga michi ni mayottemo
soba ni iru yo

eXP.

p/s — I need to start sleeping early. >W<

Eureka…?

I guess I finally understand why. Lol. Got enlightened from two posts I read just now.

I think I also understand why I face that problem already. From “How Would You Move Mount Fuji”:

The  typical  Microsoft  interviewee  is  unaware  how frequently this scenario plays out. A cheery list of interview tips on Microsoft’s website aims to keep it that way:

As the day goes on  it’s  tempting  to  try  to evaluate how things are going each  step of  the way. Try not  to. Resist getting  stressed out  if you  feel  like  a particular question didn’t seem to go well….there might not be a correlation between  how  it  actually went  and  how  you  perceived  it went.  (Like when you  took  that  exam you  thought you’d totally  tanked  on —  and  you  actually  did well,  or  vice versa?)  Just  be  yourself—that’s who we’re  interested  in meeting and talking with. “

I see….. Lol. Geez. It’s succinctly defined by Microsoft. Wow.

Also, it’s interesting to know that IQ is not was we normally perceive it as it is… we are wrong most of the time.

– Oh yea. Forgot. I really realised how beautiful a smile can be. =]

eXPeri3nc3.

The Revenge of The Fallen

While I think for a suitable title, this just fits in nicely.

I literally mean it. The disease is back. Again. Once more.

The ‘fallen’.

Allow me to explain:

I was in a state-of-art (right) that I indulge myself as if there’s a vortex in my monitor and I dive into it. 24/7. Yes, I am DotA-ing. Why did I do that? Oh old news. Indeed. It was over some… well unsaid feelings.

Guess what, it’s back again. They say sutras give you enlightenment. I guess it’s true.

So in short:

-DotA/COD4

+MathsPhysicsCUDAPHPJAVAMOVIES

I miss my times playing DotA last time. NO FUCKING LAG. I miss sniping in COD4 with 20~70ping. NO FUCKING LAG.

Seriously. Cmon, show me for what it’s worth. Why am I here stuck for 2 months anyway?

While I’m looking for the answer I guess I already found it long time ago.

I better get some sleep, someone said I’m no longer a bunny but a goldfish now. @@

Sigh.

I wonder when will I get to the other side… with the peers and surroundings I’m in, I think it’ll take forever.

It seems like one fine line between both worlds, and yet feels like it’s seperated between vast oceans and seas, but there’s no actual distance between it.

Just like this:

Verse 4

tasmac chariputra sunyatayam na rupam na vedana na samjna na samskarah na vijnanam. na caksuh-srotra-ghrana-jihva-kaya-manamsi. na rupa-sabda-gandha-rasa-sprastavya-dharmah. na caksur-dhatur yavan na manovijnana-dhatuh. na-avidya na-avidya-ksayo yavan na jaramaranam na jara-marana-ksayo. na duhkha-samudaya-nirodha-marga. na jnanam, na praptir na-apraptih.

Therefore, O Sariputra, in voidness there is no bodily-form, no feeling, no mental imaging, no consciousness; no eye, ear, nose, tongue, body, or mind; no sense objects of bodily-form, sound, smell, taste, or touchable states; no visual element, and so forth, until one comes to no mind-cognition element. There is no ignorance, nor extinction of ignorance, until we come to: no aging and death, nor extinction of aging and death. There is no suffering, no origination, no cessation, no path; there is no higher knowledge, no attainment (of nirvana), no nonattainment.

We as humans question, a lot. As defined in Buddhism, Humanity is actually passionate idealism. Guess it’s self explanatory from here on. My question is, will anyone of us actually manage to be in Asura state? Lol. I wonder, really.

– and oh, I really learned something after watching Angels and Demons (2009). The same theory as, “blame the user not the tool”.

eXP.

p/s — Thank you sis. It’s all on a different plane.

Nyaaaa – J-Pop Rules!!

- Berryz Koubou

-’C-ute

Tsunku really know how to call them eh?
I started of as a C-ute fan… and then i found Berryz’s “Dakishimete Dakishimete” .now, since they are both sister groups from the H!P Kids group… it’s not so bad, eh?….
Oh man.. what’d i do to go to a joint concert between Morning Musume, C-ute and Berryz koubou…! @-@ :ATSUI ATSUI!!!!!:

Nostalgia

Now Playing — Nickelback – Gotta Be Somebody

As title. =S

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My friends and I went to MidValley last evening for a movie… Transformers II! Wooooot~ We left our house late because gotta wait for another friend that was playing around with his GPS on the way to our place and got stucked behind several lorries which made his arrival time late. Off we go to MV, fire the GPS on, and sped on the highway. =3

Prajna-paramita Hrdaya Sutram

The complete text of the Large Sutra of Prajnaparamita was ruthlessly destroyed by Muslim incendiaries in the conflagration of the Buddhist University of Nalanda. Millions of Buddhist and Hindu manuscripts were burnt in this great fire along with the monks and artifacts. Because the original Prajnaparamita is reputed to have consisted of a hundred thousand stanzas it was called Satasahasrika Prajna-paramita. It is primarily intended for memorizing, and is believed to protect the aspirant who knows it by heart.

Source — http://www.geocities.com/dependentorigination/heartsutra.html

I just woke up, and you do know you gotta hate them for a certain reason right? The reason is now clear. Pigfux.

eXP.

Vantec, Transform, Transform!!

1:45 AM 6/23/2009

Lol for the first time in my life I hoped my Vantec HDD Dock transformed into an autobot or some sort like that XDXD Now I regret for not watching Transformers back then.

You see I always don’t really have a thing for mecha (actually I love mecha but some of the previous ‘bad’ experiences with them made me turned to the other side) and my friend actually said, “Eh tomorrow watch Transformers want?”

I said, I haven’t even watched the first one. No worries, another friend of mine directly pass me a copy of the movie. Just finished marathon-ing it and got shocked to know it’s 2 hours 20mins long O_O Lolz.

So yeah, tomorrow night, Transformers II!! Weeee~

And BumbleBee FTW. Muahhahaa XD

Good one tomorrow. =D

Ah yeah speaking of which, maybe that will tweak my brain. *nods* No really. I need some tweaking, in which sniping heads in COD4 doesn’t really help (it actually cause more muscle tension, perspiration, eye movement, increased gasp for air, moving around swiftly roll if you need to [God that sounds like bed exercise >D]), I guess it’s time.

Off to Bloody Monday now. =3

– Oh yeah, my sniping skills improved, BUT I gotta hit Mochi’s level. Or maybe Qchan. Logitech G5 Mouse here I come! –

eXPeri3nc3.