Archive for May, 2009


May 30, 2009

So yeah, after exams. What’s next?

I wanted to start blogging 30mins ago… then again facebook quiz is fun sometimes so yea xD

Now I’m in the Blue Building in front of the faculty office surfing the internet. Fast. ❤ No ppl, nice aircond. Just nice. ❤ Cannot go to Garena tho xD


*yawns* tired. Anyway here’s a followup after exams. (more…)


May 27, 2009

I am finally enlightened. Lol. I now fully understand why I did not copy any assignments before this, now I really know why. Aiseh.

But, it’s for the greater good! 😄

Good grades for group project, 2 modules worth of credit weightage, more than worth it.

Opportunity cost — Stay up late and work harder for exam, that’s about it.

Hence, the halo on top of my head after exams. Exams in 7 hours time. Wish me luck.

I’ll do my best. And yea, vision board = 80. *nods*


Heart Sutra

May 27, 2009

jie di jie di bo luo jie di bo luo seng jie di pu ti sa po he (3 x)

guan zi zai pu sa
xing shen bo re bo luo mi duo shi,
zhao jian wu yun jie kong, du yi qie ku e, she li zi she bu yi kong, kong bu yi se,
se ji shi kong, kong ji shi se,
shou xiang xing shi yi fu ru shi,
she li zi, shi zhu fa kong xiang,
bu sheng bu mie, bu gou bu jing,
bu zeng bu jian,
zhi gu kong zhong wu se,
wu shoux xiang xing shi,
wu yan er, bi she shen yi,
wu se sheng xiang we chu fa,

wu yan jie, nai zhi wu yi shi jie,
wu wu ming, yi wu wu ming jin,
nai zhi wu lao si,
yi wu lao si jin,
wu ku ji mie dao,
wu zhi yi wu de,
yi wu suo de gu,
pu ti sa duo, yi bo re bo lu mi duo gu,
xin wu gua ai, wu gua ai gu,
wu you kong bu, yuan li dian dao meng xiang,
jiu jing nie pan, san shi zhu fo,
yi bo re bo luo mi duo gu,
de o nou duo lou san miao san pu ti,
gu zhi bo re bo luo mi duo,
shi da shen zhou, shi da ming zhou,
shi wui shang zhou, shi wu deng deng zhou,

neng chu yi qie ku, zhen shi bu xu,
gu shuo bo re bo luo mi duo,
ji shuo zhou yue,

jie di jie di, bo luo jie di,
bo luo seng jie di, pu ti sa po he (3 x)

Thanks to sasradonna2k for the lyrics in the comments of the youtube video.

Yeah. =] Wonders of sutras.


May 21, 2009

Yea that’s the nick I used for ingame COD4 in GArena Malaysia room lolz. Well I noticed that my skills are not bad, quite good compared to a lot of people, but surely there are people better than me, one major reason being they put more time and effort into the game, like my housemate = =, so yeah….

Anyway, let’s get down to business. Oops, I did it again! 3 hours of sleep, chiong to exam. Not that I purposely sleep late, and go to the exam hall feeling half-assed asleep, but I just can’t go to sleep. Partly was because that my biological clock is screwed up, my fault really.

Random note — This is the verse that’s looping in my mind

Mirror Mirror hanging on the wall
You don’t have to tell me whos the biggest fool of all

I have a lot of stuffs to do, to plan, to attend. Let’s see, from the looks of it, after exams gonna be real hectic. Depending on my luck, if I don’t get any internships or part time, I’ll be stuck in UNiM for 3 months for research anyway… CUDA. Well not to say that it’s not good, but… I think I have better offers… or as the conventional saying goes “I deserve better”.

Speaking of which, have you ever felt in such a way that you’re curious to read about something you feel bad about, and start contemplating after reading it? I mean, be honest, somewhere down the line you will. I hate to read between the lines, because sometimes, that’s what I can see, and I forego all of the major details, which is bad, somehow. Then again, it doesn’t hurt to assume how things would have gone, but, I just can’t help it. So, it’s like, guessing on what other people have in mind. Not that I like doing that, or if I do so, I somehow manage to tap in, a bit, if not all, but I’m as sure as hell not any Tom, Dick, and Harry will be able to do it.

A lot has changed for the past few months. A lot. Major revamping, in every aspect you can think of. Some are good, some are degrading, and some are just stagnant (my rubiks and cards). But yeah, I always spend a lot of time thinking on why and how did that happen.

Sometimes it just makes you feel that it’s epic, and sometimes it just makes you put a knife at your wrist. Of course, figure of speech, but you get the idea.

After these few months, I managed to understand quite a lot of things, and quite a number of questions still remain unsolved. Well, I can try… but it’s gonna make me go down the spiral. Either way, it always comes back to the fact that, I still hold onto it.

Likewise for my group project. Bahhhh. Lol.

*heaves a sigh*

My friend Nathaniel is going for overseas… study in HK University with scholarship. Congrats dude, congrats. I am envious to a certain degree heh =P But yeah, I should really appreciate what I have 😉

Also, while I’m at it, I think I got myself a new ‘sis’. Rofl. Hahahhaha 😄 Well, that conversation sprouted out a brief discussion about astrology, and being me, I tangan gatal before exam that day, so I go install the software again, and generate a 3 month status. I look at the date, the description, I feel like cursing. Like wtf. I don’t want to trust what it says, but it’s exactly what that’s happened / happening. A lot of people say it’s superstitious-lah, absurd-lah, need not believe-lah, whateveryoucanthinkof-lah, but… tell me la.

So… I won’t be surprised on how it’s going on now. Kinda like expected. If I put it in a way that I ‘wished’ for it. Lol.

Still, the previous two months, I haven’t even had a single frown, probably a day or two when I PMS LOL 😄 But yeah, it’s like the closest thing to heaven on earth. I can say I am lucky to be able to been through that.

Regardless, of all the stuffs that happened, life is a major lesson afterall. Not that I will deny that I don’t have sour grapes for it, but yeah, I guess that’s how things work. As per said, curiosity kills the cat, but I wonder why it doesn’t kill Einstein lol.

Just hopefully I am able to persevere until… this coming September. Year 3, final lap. Who knows what’s coming up, so all the best for it.

If you so happen to be a frequent reader of my blog, I think you would understand what my post trully means (of course, it’s almost impossible, but you would have a rough idea).

The thing left with me is, I’m too hooked on. I need something, or someone to unhook me. Enough said. Probably, it’ll end up in another new chapter entirely, I hope it’s new, rather than going back, using liquid paper or some shit to paste back whatever links that are to be forwarded.

New chapter eh. Lol.

Oh yeah, anyone attending the Malaysian OpenSource Convention in Berjaya Times Square? Lol.

Last words, I hope I understand it enough. I do not want to make any assumptions, but hell, it’s hard to predict anyway.

Just a simple rant, why can’t humans just make everything simple? Keep it simple, stupid.

eXP teh nightbunny.

Yea right.

May 16, 2009

“I don’t study one”.

“I chiong digital series hours before exams”

“No need study one…”

Bullfkencrap. and I see the light is on like 4am now when someone slept at 12. I wonder.

Regardless, this is the first time in my life I slept for 3 hours, and went exam. GG-ness. Thanks to all the wishes, esp Jac. All the best for your papers!

Bunny eXP =3

A post before I start rushing…

May 14, 2009

When I was in the exam hall I was thinking about Chris Brown — With You and thought about ‘someone’… Swt.

So yea, I was thinking that something was wrong with me  or I’m just pure desperate… I mean for answers *ahem*

But it turned out quite well I guess. Really forgotten a lot of stuff in the exam… Cmon man the friggin textbook got damn a lot of stuff to memorise la.

Ok la, I wasted too much time already I’m left with 2 hours for IVG and direct exam tomorrow. Sad right?

After exams I swear to God I’m getting some good sleep.

Cheers to all,


Haha =)

May 12, 2009

Just when you’re (I) wondering why did this and that happened, but one did not put effort in it.

Why did he do this, why can he do that, why can’t I?

You said that you can’t. Find a will to change.

Look to the correct people. Think the correct direction. Walk the talk.


*btw I iz slow in LSMVLV song. Lol. Blah… facebook is really not my forte. Oh, rabbit gone carnivorous ady 😄


May 9, 2009

I saw a image of my doppelganger in the forums. Almost same scenario, with the same replies from his side.

Now when I look back, I would say, _ that shit.

But, how should I move forward then?

Found this while randoming, from Codemasters a guy’s blog,

/b/ Infection. Lawl.

/b/ Infection. Lawl.

Happy Wesak Day all. (I don’t even know today’s wesak… power of forums XD)

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May 6, 2009

1.The person that tagged you is:

2.Your relationship with her is:

3.Your first impression of her is:
DotA? Wow. O_O *clicks on -tut-link*

4.The most memorable moments with her:
Alex to midnight.

5.The most memorable thing she has said to you is:
“Haha… I know you’re joking one”.

6. If she becomes your lover, you will:

Eyes On Me, paragraph one line six.

7. If she became your lover, what should she improve at:
Converting her from *this* side of the world to *that* side of the world. Don’t worry, you won’t get it. 😄

8. If she becomes your enemy, what would you do:
Disappointed, again.

9. If she becomes your enemy, the reason will be:
Because of… all out of ‘that’.

10. The most desired thing you want to do for her now is:

11. Your overall impression on her:
First impression is still teh best. Lol.

12. The characteristic you love most about yourself:
Err, can lucky be counted as a characteristic?

13. The characteristic you hate most about yourself:
Every negative points for what a Scorpio will have.

14. The most ideal person you want to be is:
Second Bill Gates, or successor of him, minus the market domination, probably it will be the world instead. Muahhaha 😄

15. For people that care and like you, say something to them:
I thank you for what you gave me, and if I didn’t manage to give back anything in return, the fault is entirely mine.

16. Pass this quiz to 10 people who you want to know how they feel about you:
1. Smacky.
2. Kristy? LOL [if she does it = =]
… (there’s another one actually…)
10. Anna.

17. Who is 6 having a relationship with:

18. is 9 a male or female:

19. If 7 and 10 were together, would it be a good thing:
Me says: Oi Anna who’s they guy you want number 7 to be? 😄

20. What is 2 studying at the moment:
Tak tau lor. Tau kat MMU jer.

21. When was the last time you had a chat with 3:

22. What kind of music does 8 like:

23. Does 1 have any siblings:
Triplets summore. Lol. And elder brother, o_O right?

24. Will you woo 3:
I am really tempted to put ‘Lingerie Supermodel’ as num 3 now. D=

25. How about 7:

26. Is 4 single:

27. What’s the surname of 5:

28. What’s the hobby of 5:

29. Do 5 and 9 get along well:

30. Where is 2 studying at:
Multimedia University. Lawl.

31. Say something casual about your eyes:
Bright… if I sleep moar it’s better. LOL.

32. Have you tried developing feelings for 5?
Who’s number 5 again?

33. Where does 9 live:

34. What colours does 4 like:

35. Are 5 and 1 good friends:

36. Does 7 like 2:
Who likes you ah Kristy? Haha

37. How did you get to know 2:
Over no.1’s blog.

38. Does 1 have any pets:
Don’t think so.

39. Is 7 the sexiest person in the world:

I can’t believe I did this. Lol. — I just wish that I can turn back time.

Rawr. =3 — Butterfly Effect indeed.
— If I never click that link, none of this would had ever happened.

What If?

May 6, 2009

— I will know that you are no dreamer~

I wonder. A lot of times. Is this the best? Is it that easy to change? Like turning your back to something just like that?

I don’t know.

Self doubt about mistakes isn’t really a good thing.

Anyway, exams coming soon, and after this post, I must study. Do my best.

Never try your best, because that is when you will fail of trying.

No Dell internship, only applicable for MMU Students. Bah.

Stuck in campus for 3 months then. Sien. Maybe, I’ll get something interesting while I’m at it. Hopefully get to learn some MVCs and controls (php). Hehe.

Oh well. See how it goes.


eXP. Oh yes. For those ignorant fools who think I know everything, you know nothing, and I need to know more. Lol. PWN.