Good afternoon, welcome back to eXPeri3nc3’s Corner Scrap for National Service Kem Jiwa Murni Gunung Semanggol Kumpulan 3 Siri 4 2007. Ah that’s more like it lol. I’m gonna print this out and stick it inside my diary. Alright, now let’s move to the first agenda of the day that is daily happenings. As usual in the morning I woke up the first thing I would do is to switch on my pc and wham, sound blasting away. Then only I’ll take my breakfast. Music is my life. Lol. Indeed. I forgot to bring my pendrive back home, I left it in my locker. So I searched for high and low only to find that none other place besides Sogou.com offers it. I’m like Holy Saint! Saviour! Woot xD Eurodancer – DJ Mangoo roxxors!
Now playing — Da Bei Jou ^^”
No matter how many times I play this chant, I just can’t get enough. How weird could that be… Hmm. Next, continued my regular basis of situps and pushups (just made this basis not long ago xD). Took a bath and ate lunch. Now typing this. Lol. Messaged Elaine for her Friendster’s Email. Took Chinese Medication too.
Now let’s move on to the next important agenda of the day, my puzzles and feelings. It’s a weird thing when a girl dumped you for another guy, yet she still mention that “we still have chance to be together”. Next thing is, she still call you dear or whatever-“the”-related thingy (you’ll catch the drift) eventhough she’d involved in another relationship. Another vertex is she proposes another girl and she deemed that she’s good and worth considering. What the hell on earth is this? She gave you hope and yet another time she ask you to forget her? How ridiculous could one be man… I will never know. There’s a Chinese Proverb saying that observers have the clearest sight of one incident. I find it very “the” true. But I still can’t get a proper and clear view about my incident. Man, even with the Maoshan ‘Thousand Miles Eyes and Ears’ Amulet can’t help me in this case xDD The main question is, there’s still 30+- mleft, and is it worth it to let go and screw whatever stuffs gonna happen as I’m heading for University -or- try and use ‘a screwdriver to purge the bottlecap’ (drift drift drift!) -or- screw both I’m gonna emo all day and night xD Let’s go back to the basics. Foundation level. At the first place is she playing the fool (me)? Second, did I do something ‘too overly’? (I guess I really did). Never mind, thirdly, what made her initiate to breakup and what made her choose DRM over me? Also, what made her so happy when she’s with him? Why I can’t achieve the same?
I guess all these questions can be easily answered by observers. Not myself. I’m too obsessed with this incident. It’s the same case as 2 people in a Chinese Chess match. Only the observers(most of the time) will have a better insight about the game. “When you’re in the game, you’ll be puzzled most of the time”. Ok, before moving on, should I continue contacting her or just be myself and screw what-the-shits gonna happen as I stand no chance? But deep in my heart I still want her… A1’s Everytime lyrics started to flow into my mind again… Swt.
I can still remember once when I was a kid I can’t enter a temple in Penang (I asked my mum about it last night, in fact we discussed about it). I can still remember that for some miracle reasons I can’t enter the temple (for something made me headache and pulled me away from the temple). Until the monk came out and pressed my head and chanted some prayers, gave me a cup of water then I went inside and sit aside silently. That incident remained in my memory. Sweat.
The next agenda, relationship. As this year is not very good for me, ofc this factor will be affected. Don’t understand? In other words, I can’t make much friends.
BTW, Wen Bin just came and chatted for a period of time. He got no keys to enter his house, I’m like swt =_=|||
My mind is blank now, guess it’s time for me to get my printer working and print this out. Lol. WBRB. EDIT – Crap, printhead died. Handwriting then.