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June 29, 2009

4:12 AM 6/29/2009

Michael Jackson past away 2 days ago. To me, it’s like “Oh he died. Damn”


… and so I was wondering why did my friend always comment about the girls that walk past that I glanced. = =

I guess I know why. Lol

Ah yea. I `ordered` something from the universe. I wonder when will I receive it. =]

Hopefully it’s very soon lol.

*Now playing — Yuna Ito – Trust You

I love you, I trust you
kimi no tame ni nagasu namida ga
I love you, I trust you
ai wo oshietekureta donna ni kimi ga michi ni mayottemo
soba ni iru yo


p/s — I need to start sleeping early. >W<



June 28, 2009

I guess I finally understand why. Lol. Got enlightened from two posts I read just now.

I think I also understand why I face that problem already. From “How Would You Move Mount Fuji”:

The  typical  Microsoft  interviewee  is  unaware  how frequently this scenario plays out. A cheery list of interview tips on Microsoft’s website aims to keep it that way:

As the day goes on  it’s  tempting  to  try  to evaluate how things are going each  step of  the way. Try not  to. Resist getting  stressed out  if you  feel  like  a particular question didn’t seem to go well….there might not be a correlation between  how  it  actually went  and  how  you  perceived  it went.  (Like when you  took  that  exam you  thought you’d totally  tanked  on —  and  you  actually  did well,  or  vice versa?)  Just  be  yourself—that’s who we’re  interested  in meeting and talking with. “

I see….. Lol. Geez. It’s succinctly defined by Microsoft. Wow.

Also, it’s interesting to know that IQ is not was we normally perceive it as it is… we are wrong most of the time.

— Oh yea. Forgot. I really realised how beautiful a smile can be. =]


The Revenge of The Fallen

June 26, 2009

While I think for a suitable title, this just fits in nicely.

I literally mean it. The disease is back. Again. Once more.

The ‘fallen’.

Allow me to explain:

I was in a state-of-art (right) that I indulge myself as if there’s a vortex in my monitor and I dive into it. 24/7. Yes, I am DotA-ing. Why did I do that? Oh old news. Indeed. It was over some… well unsaid feelings.

Guess what, it’s back again. They say sutras give you enlightenment. I guess it’s true.

So in short:



I miss my times playing DotA last time. NO FUCKING LAG. I miss sniping in COD4 with 20~70ping. NO FUCKING LAG.

Seriously. Cmon, show me for what it’s worth. Why am I here stuck for 2 months anyway?

While I’m looking for the answer I guess I already found it long time ago.

I better get some sleep, someone said I’m no longer a bunny but a goldfish now. @@


I wonder when will I get to the other side… with the peers and surroundings I’m in, I think it’ll take forever.

It seems like one fine line between both worlds, and yet feels like it’s seperated between vast oceans and seas, but there’s no actual distance between it.

Just like this:

Verse 4

tasmac chariputra sunyatayam na rupam na vedana na samjna na samskarah na vijnanam. na caksuh-srotra-ghrana-jihva-kaya-manamsi. na rupa-sabda-gandha-rasa-sprastavya-dharmah. na caksur-dhatur yavan na manovijnana-dhatuh. na-avidya na-avidya-ksayo yavan na jaramaranam na jara-marana-ksayo. na duhkha-samudaya-nirodha-marga. na jnanam, na praptir na-apraptih.

Therefore, O Sariputra, in voidness there is no bodily-form, no feeling, no mental imaging, no consciousness; no eye, ear, nose, tongue, body, or mind; no sense objects of bodily-form, sound, smell, taste, or touchable states; no visual element, and so forth, until one comes to no mind-cognition element. There is no ignorance, nor extinction of ignorance, until we come to: no aging and death, nor extinction of aging and death. There is no suffering, no origination, no cessation, no path; there is no higher knowledge, no attainment (of nirvana), no nonattainment.

We as humans question, a lot. As defined in Buddhism, Humanity is actually passionate idealism. Guess it’s self explanatory from here on. My question is, will anyone of us actually manage to be in Asura state? Lol. I wonder, really.

— and oh, I really learned something after watching Angels and Demons (2009). The same theory as, “blame the user not the tool”.


p/s — Thank you sis. It’s all on a different plane.

Nyaaaa – J-Pop Rules!!

June 25, 2009

– Berryz Koubou


Tsunku really know how to call them eh?
I started of as a C-ute fan… and then i found Berryz’s “Dakishimete Dakishimete” .now, since they are both sister groups from the H!P Kids group… it’s not so bad, eh?….
Oh man.. what’d i do to go to a joint concert between Morning Musume, C-ute and Berryz koubou…! @-@ :ATSUI ATSUI!!!!!:


June 24, 2009

Now Playing — Nickelback – Gotta Be Somebody

As title. =S

My friends and I went to MidValley last evening for a movie… Transformers II! Wooooot~ We left our house late because gotta wait for another friend that was playing around with his GPS on the way to our place and got stucked behind several lorries which made his arrival time late. Off we go to MV, fire the GPS on, and sped on the highway. =3


Prajna-paramita Hrdaya Sutram

June 24, 2009

The complete text of the Large Sutra of Prajnaparamita was ruthlessly destroyed by Muslim incendiaries in the conflagration of the Buddhist University of Nalanda. Millions of Buddhist and Hindu manuscripts were burnt in this great fire along with the monks and artifacts. Because the original Prajnaparamita is reputed to have consisted of a hundred thousand stanzas it was called Satasahasrika Prajna-paramita. It is primarily intended for memorizing, and is believed to protect the aspirant who knows it by heart.

Source —

I just woke up, and you do know you gotta hate them for a certain reason right? The reason is now clear. Pigfux.


Vantec, Transform, Transform!!

June 23, 2009

1:45 AM 6/23/2009

Lol for the first time in my life I hoped my Vantec HDD Dock transformed into an autobot or some sort like that XDXD Now I regret for not watching Transformers back then.

You see I always don’t really have a thing for mecha (actually I love mecha but some of the previous ‘bad’ experiences with them made me turned to the other side) and my friend actually said, “Eh tomorrow watch Transformers want?”

I said, I haven’t even watched the first one. No worries, another friend of mine directly pass me a copy of the movie. Just finished marathon-ing it and got shocked to know it’s 2 hours 20mins long O_O Lolz.

So yeah, tomorrow night, Transformers II!! Weeee~

And BumbleBee FTW. Muahhahaa XD

Good one tomorrow. =D

Ah yeah speaking of which, maybe that will tweak my brain. *nods* No really. I need some tweaking, in which sniping heads in COD4 doesn’t really help (it actually cause more muscle tension, perspiration, eye movement, increased gasp for air, moving around swiftly roll if you need to [God that sounds like bed exercise >D]), I guess it’s time.

Off to Bloody Monday now. =3

— Oh yeah, my sniping skills improved, BUT I gotta hit Mochi’s level. Or maybe Qchan. Logitech G5 Mouse here I come! —



June 22, 2009

I don’t know why am I posting this, but hell. I wish I get blue braces back then.

I kept holding back from posting these few days, I myself forgot why I want to do so.

Sorry Anna, forgot to read your blog XD

Hell, no wordpress, no facebook, no slashdot, no thestar, no

What happened mate?

And that fucker keeps downloading at max line bandwidth till my Garena shows 1 bar to 4 bar (Interpretation: ping 30 green color to 800 red color)

You think I’m god ah snipe people’s head at 999 ping? I do that la but headache and KDR (kill death ratio) sure drop.

Ugh. It’s auto, not manual, 1.3 silver.

Good enough =D

Bloody Monday actually shows real code… like the one in perl/python. Lol. Interesting =3 Hacking scene is ftw, really show the portscan. Wootz.

Meh Jap Drama > CSI (hacking scenes). Yes, I believe that in any *nix systems you can type that fast. Lolz.

My dock looks very nice in the dark…nyaaaaaa~

Ok time to sleep I know I know I should be doing my research yada yada yada gimme a break my attention span and interest walked away and I think it’s still lingering in Wangsa Maju @ TBUN. LOL. = =

Eventually I hope that it will come back and I’ll get the ball rollin’. Yeah that’s how I roll.

You know what? Hopefully I can figure out what’s wrong with me.


Alexander Rybak- Fairytale – ESC 2009

June 21, 2009
Alexander Rybak FairyTale Lyrics:
Years ago, when I was younger
I kinda liked, a girl I knew
She was mine, and we were sweethearts
That was then, but then it’s true.

I’m in love, with a fairytale
even though it hurts,
cause I don’t care if I lose my mind
I’m already cursed

Every day, we started fighting
Every night, we fell in love
no one else could make me sadder
but no one else could lift me high above

I don’t know what I was doing
when suddenly we fell apart
nowadays I cannot find her,
but when I do we’ll get a brand new start

I’m in love, with a fairytale
even though it hurts,
cause I don’t care if I lose my mind
I’m already cursed

She’s a fairytale, yeah
even though it hurts
cause I don’t care if I lose my mind
I’m already cursed
Lyrics: FairyTale, Alexander Rybak [end]

Here comes the… BOOM

June 19, 2009

Now Playing — Nelly – Here Comes The Boom

The Longest Yard FTW!

Weird. Yanno why?

I’m on DotA hiatus. Silverhawk not online. When I don’t post my visitor hits increase, but when I post it decreases. o-o

Here’s an example of the searchkeys:

4chan nigger... Nais. -.-

4chan nigger... Nais. -.-

Man Madrid looks nice. Lol.

Friggin weird la. When I have confidence to score ‘this’, I scored the worst out of ‘those’. ‘Those’ that I have no confidence in scoring, all scored. Wtf man.


It’s really like saying ninglaohia.

Anyway, toyed around with zk’s N97. Pretty awesome. =3

Guess rant finished. Rawr.