Archive for August, 2008


August 30, 2008

Now Playing — Trance Around The World #231 – with Above and Beyond, guest Signalrunners –  D I G I T A L L Y – I M P O R T E D – European Trance, Techno, Hi-NRG… we can’t define it!

Yes damn long name.

I think my dad is outside of my room. @@ Ah well.

He knows I sleep late anyway lalalala.

Never played much for my camera.

I’m stoning damnit!


I wonder if I would cycle into some graves again. Mmm. I hope so, so that I could pay more attention to it.

Well hopefully in Shanghai reality can slap me real hard there. Mm.

Damn I’m hungry (yes no thanks to Stephy -.-)

AC. 2:47 AM 8/30/2008


*rubs palms*

August 29, 2008

4:07 AM 8/29/2008

Now Playing — Jay Chow – 彩虹 / 虹 (I went o_O when it came up)


IF you can keep your head when all about you
Are losing theirs and blaming it on you,
If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you,
But make allowance for their doubting too;
If you can wait and not be tired by waiting,
Or being lied about, don’t deal in lies,
Or being hated, don’t give way to hating,
And yet don’t look too good, nor talk too wise:
If you can dream – and not make dreams your master;
If you can think – and not make thoughts your aim;
If you can meet with Triumph and Disaster
And treat those two impostors just the same;
If you can bear to hear the truth you’ve spoken
Twisted by knaves to make a trap for fools,
Or watch the things you gave your life to, broken,
And stoop and build ’em up with worn-out tools:

If you can make one heap of all your winnings
And risk it on one turn of pitch-and-toss,
And lose, and start again at your beginnings
And never breathe a word about your loss;
If you can force your heart and nerve and sinew
To serve your turn long after they are gone,
And so hold on when there is nothing in you
Except the Will which says to them: ‘Hold on!’

If you can talk with crowds and keep your virtue,
‘ Or walk with Kings – nor lose the common touch,
if neither foes nor loving friends can hurt you,
If all men count with you, but none too much;
If you can fill the unforgiving minute
With sixty seconds’ worth of distance run,
Yours is the Earth and everything that’s in it,
And – which is more – you’ll be a Man, my son! (Thanks silverhawk!)


Random Note

August 28, 2008

Note of The Day [4:12 AM 8/28/2008]

Keep life simple, cause life is anything but long,
Follow this advice and you will never go wrong.

— eXPeri3nc3.

=( or 1=1–

August 25, 2008

Now Playing — Howl & J – Perhaps Love(사랑인가요)

Geez winamp can’t render chinese playlist well. All chinese songs gone. -_-

4:16 AM 8/25/2008

Yes i know I should be sleeping. Later need to travel whole day again. Sigh. Who ask the travel agency to come up with a problem with insufficient travelers and then now if refund it’s gonna be not-so-worthy for us… fuck.

Yeah right… it’s written in the RnR and they never even highlight it to us.

Business Tactics 101. Pwnd.

My eyes -> ._-

Doesn’t matter, doesn’t matter, and no longer available.

Dota-ing late at night is tiring. @@


Ok la let me go to bed.
what happened to this? I miss this… =(
AC. [4:20 AM 8/25/2008] In between… lies a story.

Being Tagged

August 24, 2008

1. The rules of the game get posted at the beginning.
2. Each player answers the questions about themselves.
3. At the end of the post the player then tags 5 people and posts their names, then goes to their blogs and leaves a comment, letting them know they got tagged and to ask them to play and read your blog.


I really miss it

August 23, 2008

Now Playing — Hugh Grant – Meaningless Kiss

Reminded me 2 weeks during exam. One fine night…

Anyway was planning to stego this post but then felt lazy and don’t have the mood to do it anytime soon, well maybe another day forthelulz.

It’s not like everyone can understand my posts anyway. Is it the fact that I think illogically or other people’s brain are just too complex and can’t read between the lines. I really wonder.

Let alone the fact that only a few close friends will read this, and I wonder who and when will they be reading too. (more…)


August 21, 2008

If humans and gods recite and hold the phrases of the Great Compassion Mantra, then when they approach the end of life, all the Buddhas of the ten directions will come to take them by the hand to rebirth in whatever Buddhaland they wish, according to their desire.

Should any living beings who recites and holds the spiritual mantra of Great Compassion fall into the three evil paths, I vow not to realise the right enlightenment. Should any living being who recites and holds the spiritual mantra of Great Compassion not be reborn in any Buddhaland, I vow not to realise the right enlightenment. Should any living being who recites and holds the spiritual mantra of Great Compassion not obtain unlimited samadhis and eloquence, I vow not to realise the right enlightenment. Should any living being who recites and holds the spiritual mantra of Great Compassion not obtain the fruits of whatever is sought in this very life, then he cannot have been making proper use of the Dharani of the Great Compassion Heart.

People and gods who recite and hold the Great Compassion Mantra will obtain fifteen kinds of good birth and will not suffer fifteen kinds of bad death.

I’m actually reciting each and every word of it now. Lol.

Anyway, things somehow are moving slow for me. The only thing that goes by so fast is TIME. In a blink of an eye, Yy’s birthday passed. In another flick of a thumb, 3 months passed. In a loud thunderstrike that roared the sky for a few seconds, my whole house’s electricity was cut down due to the super-sensitive fusebox of mine. -_-

But you should get the idea of how am I like for this holidays – really slacking my ass off. I’m lack of stamina.

Proof: Mum took my mountain bike to be fixed, and got it back today (without me realising it as I’m still sleeping -_-) and then in the evenings I took it out for a spin. Gear 3, Taman Kampar Jaya’s major slopes, and I’m flatten out in 10 minutes after one big round around the housing estate without halting, changing gears till last minute (cannot tahan ady) and without standing whilst cycling. @_@ When I went back home, I feel like fainting (as I’m really really tired). Fatigue. Enough said. Sat there look at my Hot Milo I also wanna puke ady. @_@

It’s like “The Dead Crow” gasping for fresh air (the child).

Geeeeeeeeeeeeez. Go on and laugh YC, I know, cycling ma. -.-

So what happened recently?

Dad’s getting a digicam AGAIN (Since my birthday present Olyumpus Camera got pickpocketed a few years ago) so dad’s range is in between two cameras… The Canon IXUS 80 IS -or- Canon PowerShot A580. Well I did some research and it seems that IXUS is better in terms of automation, but for more control over the camera Powershot wins big time.

Read it’s pro’s and con’s and I wonder which would dad choose. @@

Then, heading Hainan China early Sept. Mid Sept heading back to KL (might call Andy for free ride), and gathering. -_- Still haven’t choose a place, and god knows what am I gonna do with my room. Oh geez.

I need a haircut.

Connections been bad for the past few days… and it’s heading back to normal today… I hope.

Downloading Stardust (I accidentally bumped into this since Natheniel mentioned about it before lol, and the OST rocks [I still haven’t listen to the complete album till this date oh shi-])

DotA — Played with Wolf, trashed a clan, and got beaten by another clan when Voodee butted in and -lengleng- plus tsj261 left. -.- Aish.

Joined eeeyooo’s friend and play, and got trashed again. -.- Due to the fact that the anti-mage in my team doesn’t know how to play, I know we’re walking into the road of failure. Nevertheless I’m the only one that can get killing spree and died because 3 came and whacked my ass -.-

Ah well damn eeeyooo’s Spectre. ><


KWC, kellaw got trashed by public. Serves him right. I’d lost 6m due to the damn Dildo King shares bankrupted. =.=

Then finally last but not least I cleared up a little space at the corners of my mind… lifted up a bit lor.

Well at least I get a confirmation.

Then again, when my mum nagged me to sleep early just now I just feel pissed. Geez. Maybe I am really tired. As it is I woke up at 2pm today. -.-


So rant ++ = trust ++?

Jap Phones~

Damn you Caleb, I wanna molest your phone >D

Tan_pang — T_T Silver doesn’t wanna approve my application to MalwareRemoval so far T_T

Nat — will watch Stardust if I manage to DL it lol

Others — Goodnight world!

September september… it’s coming.



August 17, 2008

3:57 AM 8/17/2008

Mario Williams – I Don’t Want To Know

I, not more than one in a million,

extremist one could say.
mockery is what I pay,
obstinate as I may.

being cool as I seem,
explaining how silent had I been,
calm as what I deem,
active and keen,
underestimating me is not a wise judgement,
since I swear you will face the torment,
excruciating pain while walking down the Hell’s pavement.

ordinary as what I look like,
flying in air as I’m no different from a string-holded kite.

yes I am interesting,
only for me to know for you to find out about everything,
unique-ness is what I’m always painting.

“But in the end…”

*read the first alphabet of every sentence*

4:09 AM 8/17/2008

Double Edged Sword

August 17, 2008

Never ceases to amuse me that whenever it happens, I just have to respect my insticnts.

Now let’s see…

Now Playing — Michael Buble – Quando Quando Quando (ending)


Buddha said, forget about revenge, angst, and scars. Let them go.

For me, that’s what that kept me going. Even though it’s painstaking and kills you, but in Judgment Day I trust.

Never challenge a lad’s pride and ego. The weird thing about society is whenever there’s something to do with pride, it will co-relate with ego-ity. Not only it’s damaging to the name, it’s damaging to the body too (fights for instance). Some might even die during the process (“You have a small ****”, then jumps off a 7 floor apartment).

Whenever you value a sword, make sure of 2 things. Where is it’s scabbard, and what type of sword that is.

Why did I say so? Scabbard is the only thing that will keep the sword away from External touches (war, bloodshed, etc). It’s more of like a cleansing agent / anti-depressants or along those lines.

What about the type then? Well if only swords have Type R (pun intended), we won’t see warriors yielding their swords, we’ll see flying lightsabers (Yeah like in Star Wars, I was never a fan of it).

Point 1, what if it’s a double edged sword?
– How can you handle such a sword?
– How do you plan to use the sword at full potential?
– How to make sure it doesn’t point back at you when you’re done with?

Imagine… holding the end of the sword, you pierce into a rival’s heart… and don’t forget the end itself is an edged sword as well. You WILL get hurt during the process.

It requires tact and a clear sense of logic in understanding that matter.

Now, Divine Rapier is the best example. When you have it, you pwn ppl. When you die, it GTFO-s from your hand, and you’re screwed.

I’m tilting my body from left to right and back and forth. I like to do that.. damn.

3:38 AM 8/17/2008

People might ask, why so serious?

I would say, life IS serious since the beginning, just that we are not.

So, stop being an idiot and put a smile on that cranky face.

Now, Canon IXUS 80 IS or Canon Powershot A580… Mmm.

Choices… the road not taken.

Well do you suggest me to have a mental breakdown in front of my parents?


So much for the given ‘independence’.


Now Playing — Jyukai – Anata Ga Ita Mori (TV Size)


Thinking back of what I’d been through… there’s always this one question in my mind…

“Will it be better if you never choose this road afterall?”

A person brought me a very disturbing but true idea. _ isn’t bad, but don’t over do it. Yes, for me I liek _ a lot, just that come to think of it I see that _ is pulling me down the rabbit hole.

“To clear a little place at the corners of my mind”

Now Playing — Drew Barrymore & Hugh Grant – Way Back Into Love

Thank you Xn.

Guess I’m lost… again.



August 16, 2008

3:13 AM 8/16/2008

Now Playing — Jay Chow – An Jing

That… is something I never see before.


*stones at end of chorus*


While waiting for imageshack to load -.-

Now Playing — Yeng Constantino & RJ Jimenez – If We Fall In Love

“Never ceases to amuse me”.