Posts Tagged ‘eXPeri3nc3’

When I’m Gone

June 21, 2008

Now Playing — Eminem – Mockingbird

I always wanted to sing ‘When I’m Gone’… but it’s not applicable yet.

Too bad then.

Frequent readers head to the alternative source.

Last night… after giving my blogskin a final touch up, I was struck with instant migraine. Mild one. Nothing much that time… just not feeling well for my head.

Was chatting with Anna, and she’s stressing on her personal issues in Notts, then I helped her (not sure if it really helped, but better than nothing I hope =\), then showed everyone else my skin. Got positive replies, and Hui Joo today said, not bad at all (in Jap i forgot lolz). [Wonder if she attended Bon Odori]

A bit more, and then the skin is somewhat complete. Haha. No bugs up to date.

Preview link — Click Here

Ignore the header, I never bother to change it.

Yes Weroth as usual comments and critic lolz. Check the layout too, if it’s nice on your screen dimension or not.

After that at night, things started to turn ugly. I was somewhat pissed at the internet (as I didn’t restarted for 2 days, laptop, modem, and router), and then I have to wait…. wait and wait and wait. Then nevermind, thought of leaving it as it is and sleep… then steph mentioned of dota… that’s why I waited… wait then tuckie ask her on how to remove his newly pierced ear-ring. = =

Wait for a while longer, and starting to feel sick, under all of those factors.

Played, then something’s really wrong. I’m hugging my pillow and playing. After a while ‘no eye see’ at the game so I train my micro-ing skills (while I can’t think of anything lol).

*stones at ribena’s advertisement*

Lol.

Yes I’m blogging in my hall. Lol.

Lappie… =D

Almost passed out, so in the end after that game I fell on my bed and tried to sleep.

I forgot that Automatic Updates IS REALLY A CRAP SOFTWARE CREATED BY M$. Restarted my comp. = = My torrents damn fuck it.

Grr.

So I need to wait for it to verify, well it’s just a few hours left that time, so I dragged my feet outside and restarted the modem and router as well. Wait wait wait wait then see torrents moving, then went to sleep. Said farewell to her via sms and skype.

Then this morning woke up, oh shit.

Bugged Kristy to keep myself awake, brush up, and forced the whole ‘mi-tikus’ into my stomach. Dad came back around 1 something, and then I accompanied him out for his lunch while I drank 100 plus which saved me lol. Was playing rubik’s then. I even brought my formula sheet out XD

Now Playing — BoA – Lose Your Mind

Yes I’d lost mine. Lol. I don’t mind losing it for BoA lol.

“with you with you with you”

or better still

“williu williu williu williu” =P

lalala *humming My Way, Your Way – BoA feat WISE*

Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Escape from reality…

Which reminds me of Eminem’s song… Cleaning Out My Closet.

*rap kicks in

Have you ever been hated or discriminated against,
I have, i’ve been protested and demonstrated
against, picket signs for my wicked rhymes, look
at the times, sick is the mind of the
motherfuckin’ kid that’s behind

Last but not least, shine my skype like you always do please? =P

AC.

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Out Of Curiosity – Rule [2.3]

June 18, 2008

… I did a lot of stuffs today.

Like how I wake up early today, and then played dota with Voodee (after 3 damn days of not touching any), and then first game win (cos opponent die and leave) and second game kena trashed (that was the worst).

Then he dc and dunno where he went. =\

Well, so I woke up early, around 10.30 AM? It’s like I broke the World Guiness Record for waking up early.

Disregard the fact that it’s 6AM for my driving license course. Wth.

Anyway, I bath, the regular routine, then I spamed in SC. = =

Yes I’m a multitasker and I use my laptop when I’m in the toilet lol. = =

So after lunch, well it’s early lunch as it’s just around 11… my ‘regular’ lunch now is around 2. = =|||

After that, I mean after dota-ing (as I’m eating and playing and still can own lol first game only laaaa) then I say… ah well stones for the rest of the evening until I check back my meebo and like eh? Stephanie.

So I chatted with her as if we have time zone difference lol. Time lag due to I don’t know her bad connection back in IXORA or mine. = = Managed to exchange some words at least, and I’m glad I did.

So after that thought of continue to craft the codes… (leftover since last night) then Winamp played ‘Eurotrip’. Lol. So I decided “Ah wth just watch it, again.” I closed Winamp, and then used MPC to view it. By the time I manage to finish the movie (1 hours and a half) NTV7 is showing the show… lol so I went and watch with my laptop outside.

Mum was like “come out ahhhhh” then I went “ohhhhh yea la yea la coming laaaaa”

= =

That time I’m chatting with Jeevan… well not the Jeevan from Klang… My junior. He studies in MMU, and he’s enrolled in Foundation in IT. I went omfgwtf?

4MBits for the internet connection in MMU’s computer lab. WTF.

Ours is just 2MBit. WTF.

Yes Anna, It’s MMU Malacca. I wonder what’s the damn speed for the one in Cyberjaya. @_@

God damn. Lol.

Hmm… foundation in IT. Now I really have someone to compare with LOL.

It’s quite shocking to me, well maybe due to the fact that I was not expecting it? (duh)

Ah yeah so I was curious… and searched around for Beautiful Girls’s lyrics. Just when I thought that ‘Take A Bow’ lyrics is bad enough… this is even worse wth.

Nevertheless I like the song… somehow rather.

I’m way too cool for ya boy
That’s why it’ll never work
I’ll have you suicidal, suicidal
When I say it’s over
Damn all these beautiful girls
We’re only gonna do your dirt
We’ll have you suicidal, suicidal
When I say it’s over

Yeah yeah

I remember when
I was hanging with my friends
That’s when I caught your eye
You thought that I was fly
Right then you wished that I would be your baby (be your baby)
You try to spit some game
Asking me girl what’s your name
All that ice upon ya chain
So I asked you the same
Something tells me that we have fun together (fun together)

I ain’t easy to find
I’m one of a kind
Oh when I dutty wine
I know your only mine
Tonight is yours
Tomorrow is for another guy (another guy)

I’m way too cool for ya boy
That’s why it’ll never work
I’ll have you suicidal, suicidal
When I say it’s over
Damn all these beautiful girls
We’re only gonna do your dirt
We’ll have you suicidal, suicidal
When I say it’s over

You’ve been calling me
Leaving messages all week
Was your curiosity
Got ya knees weak
I’m not looking for a man
So I don’t want no confusion (no confusion)
I took ya to the floor
Got ya begging me for more
But that was my queue to go
So I hit the door
I let you hot
With your mind used to running wild (running wild)

I ain’t easy to find
I’m one of a kind
Oh when I dutty wine
I know your only mine
If you stick around
Be careful not to fall in love (fall in love)

I’m way too cool for ya boy
That’s why it’ll never work
I’ll have you suicidal, suicidal
When I say it’s over
Damn all these beautiful girls
We’re only gonna do your dirt
We’ll have you suicidal, suicidal
When I say it’s over

Now a couple months have passed
Never thought that this would last
Oh everybody asked
How ya got a girl like that
But you should’ve known
That nothing lasts forever (lasts forever)
I mashed up ya mind
When I tell you lies
But boy don’t be surprised
That I’m seeing other guys
I’m too young to settle
And you should’ve known better (known better)

Damn all these beautiful girls (you should have known)
We’re only gonna do your dirt (cos I’ll have)
I’ll have you suicidal, suicidal
When I say it’s over

I still went wtfbbqsauseonpasta after I finished the lyrics. I suddenly feel weird. = =

Was quite startled.

I hate Maxis. Spam saja pandai, leech money from others lagi pandai.

Now Playing – Chata – Dango Daikazoku

Dango dango~

I like Tsubasa89’s quote.

love is yet another dramatic leaves that life puts in front of us to see what we’ll do lo

7chai made a point tho. Our lives are like candles. A simple spark will lit the candle. All it takes is just a gust of wind and it will go off.

*hum* Dango~~~~~~ (^-^ )

I forgot it’s from Clannad or… I think it’s Clannad. Lol.

Ah yeah still got like tons of algorithms to memorise… god.

Intuition is something one should not play with.

Signing off,

AC. (First time using MPC to play songs – Where Are You)

Rule [2.2]

June 18, 2008

“When uncertainty occurs cryptic mode on, don’t let ppl decipher”

Which is what exactly I’m gonna do.

I’m in trance mode.  Seriously.

Never expecting it. I don’t know what to do.

Let’s see what happens. But if I delay more, I’ll definitely lose.

*tilts neck and cracks*

Let’s see.

Morning woke up around 12. Early leh.

Then coding coding design until late evening. Took a bath, dinner, and code again.

Lurk around.

That’s it.

There goes another day.

Actually there’s a lot to write… but suddenly it just went away.

I have something in front of me now.

That’s why they always say… you can never trust someone.

But worse come to worse… I’ll loose my pride. That’s it.

*goes check around*

*sighs*

*in deep thought*

not gonna sleep early ady.

AC.

Rule [2.1]

June 17, 2008

“Rule Breaker – I suck”

Lol.

12:30 AM… probably one of my early times of blogging.

Now Playing — Andre Rieu & The Johann Strauss Orchestra – Emperor’s Waltz

Rawrrrr spaming in SC as usual… regardless of date.

Torrented quite a few vids… Quite useful, but time consuming, need to practice. I like Witness by Lee Asher! Damn cool. Lol.

Rubik’s… getting faster at the F2L… but still having problems at slotting them in = =||| But I have a general grasp of it already. Hoping to get faster… but my cube is getting dirty and worn out. =\

I want those speedcubing special DIY cubes man… *drool* lol.

But I still have to memorise those OLLs and PLLs… WTF man. Wait, first I need to get my notation straight. = =

Farkz.

Ok this morning woke up, mum told me eh 11 ady go out. Ok gg.com. Time for a haircut and take photograph for my L license. Then switched on the laptop (it’s already on so just move the mouse XD) and see bluescreen = =||| Wow…

Restarted and blasted Croatian Rhapsody. Then took my bath, ate and went out.

Brought my rubik’s too XD

So I went to a new shop for haircut, after that quite ok la my hair now shorter LOL (well duh) and it doesn’t really look nice if I didn’t comb it. =\ Ah well.

Yes I was playing rubik’s while she’s cutting my hair. Then after I solve ady I lazy so I kept the cube XD

The other shampoo girls were watching some real life voodoo thingy on TV. Quite scary from the reflection of the mirror to the TV Screen.

So left the place and headed for lunch in my usual shop ‘Lam Kee’. I always go there and eat and walk to Pusat Tuisyen Cheng that time (yes it’s the same Cheng for English and mandarin lol). It’s like my second food home ady. Lol back then lah.

So ate there, and went to Peking Optical Shop and chatted with Chun Kit’s parents. Haha. Talked a lot there, for my mum lah, I spoke quite a few words too lah.

Playing rubik’s all that while, saw Chun Kit’s sister with her dog… I dunno how you spell ‘shit tzu’ lol. Anyway I’m glad to know I’m not the only one that sleeps late wake up late and eat lunch straight away after I wake up XD

Then… auntie sent us back… thanks auntie.

I went into my room, and forgot what I did… = =

Then evening nothing much also ‘chopping then no inspiration and it sucks. = =

I found some tuts, but phailed miserably. Cannot get it.

Ah well…

I don’t even have an idea for the layout. = = God forbid, I really suck in AP compared to last time.

Aihhhhhhhhhh

Mana artistic part of me now? Gone with the wind ah?

Keong called me this evening… and made me curse in cantonese for 45 minutes. = =||| Sure happens. God knows why he received a ‘cardboard’ (actually it’s a Post Office receipt = =|||) and told me he doesn’t know what the hell is that and the other Ipoh langs from NS got it too.

So he called me up to ask me whether I receive such stuffs or not, I checked the mailbox on the box and I can only see my dad’s name on it so it’s a no.

Then I say eh why you and them kena one… and this is the comeback reply:

“We fai chai yat gor le mah… you sei tiu chai… ketua wor, gang hai umm sai ge lah”

I lol-ed wtf.

Was looking at CC’s thread – “How do you make love” and I was laughing my ass off. Lol. WTF. = =

“Blame Malaysia for not having sex education” — hell yeah man. Lol.

Yes… = = Ixora connection sucks. Woot. But it’s free wth wth wth wth.

Anna went aiyerrrrrr lol. Yes I know notts don’t have that = = damn bloody Pioneer and ExBB… bastards. Grr.

Ah well I couldn’t care less anyway I would camp in Tiscra or somewhere in the Orange Building for wifi back then =w

Tired… and yes I’m sick… in either way.

Rubik’s… ahhhh

So at night dinner… and then… err took the photos… aiyerrr my eyes so small = = yes I slept late. Didn’t sleep well.

I spit on my back palm wtf this morning, what kind of weird dream is that. = =|||

Not really spit la I’m just letting the saliva out when I’m 1/4 awake XDD

Ok.

Project ‘ey’ halted temporarily… can be continued, screw the top.

I dunno la….

By the rate of ‘Tongue Tied’ being played by my winamp… if I really listen to it I can bloody memorise the lyrics. = =

Hmm I should write a list of songs for different emotions rawrrr

“Just call my name and I’ll be there…”

Now Playing — Westlife – I’ll Be There

No dota for today too.

Second day. OMG.

WTF.

OMGOMGOMGOMG. = =

Short hair is short.

I shall attempt on ASCII art soon LOL *wahahhaha*

= =

Random rant — I’m not that stupid not to know that fapping requires alt + tab and distraction lol.

Woooooot is it what I think it is?

Yes!!!!!!

Now Playing — Hirano Aya & Katou Emiri & Fukuhara Kaori & Endou Aya – Valentine Kiss

“Astawa dokuede da special day~”

Lol… yeah valentine’s day is special. I think.

“Valentine Day Kisssssssssssss” *swings head from left to right back and forth*

XD

Hmm *regret*

*regret*

*regret*

*regret*

“dango dango dango dango dango dango dango dango daikazuku~”

Lalalalalala =P

Ah well. Guess that ends it. Another boring day pt 2.

AC.

Piano… T_T

“I am a dreamer…” — Card Captor Sakura – Platinum

Great… Kantoi Again. = =

June 15, 2008

a. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc on shuffle

b. For each question, press the next button to get your answer

c. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN, NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.

d. Put any comments in brackets after the song name

e. Put this on your blog.

*EDITED FOR MORE INFO — Credits to Weroth For Jap Translation =D*

If you read this before, read it again. Lol.

1. If someone says,”Is this okay?”

Kogarashi ni Idakarete (embrace by the cold winter wind)

2. How would you describe yourself?

The Last Waltz (Last Man Standing)

3. What do you like in a guy/girl?

Ayla (Ai la — Love lah lol)

4. How do you feel today?

No track name = =||| (next) Timberlake Road

5. What is your life’s purpose?

Narrow Daylight (= =)

6. What is your motto?

If You Know My Love (awwwwww smacky =3) XDD

7. What do your friends think of you?

Points of Authority Remix (Fuck yeah)

8. What do you think of your parents?

Longer (lol yeah talk to them longer)

9. What do you think about very often?

The Skaters Waltz (Skating walz on ice? Lol)

10. What is 2+2?

This Girl’s In Love With You

11. What do you think of your best friend?

Tales From The Vienna Woods

12. What do you think of the person you like?

No Song Title =_=||| (next) Pudar (noooooo T_T)

13. What is your life?

There’s a lull in my life (WTF?)

14. What do you want to be when you grow up?

Koi no Minoru Densetsu (Holy shi-) [Legend of Minoru’s Love | The Minoru Legend of Love]

15. What do you think of when you see the person you like?

Two Steps (step in front and kiss her)

16. What will you dance to at your wedding?

How You Remind Me

17. What will they play at your funeral?

If We Fall In Love (FOR GOD SAKE NOOOOOOO)

18. What is your hobby/interest?

Little Drummer Boy (lol used to be)

19. What is your biggest fear?

Stella by Starlight

20. What is your biggest secret?

Close Your Eyes (Yes, close your eyes, and I’ll tell you in the dark whispering to you =P)

21. What do you think of your friends?

Motteke! Sailor Fuku EX.Motte[k]remix

22. What will you post this as?

Sometimes I Just Freak Out (Bonus Track)

23. What song would you play during your first time having sex?

When A Man Loves A Woman (woot XDD)

i tag ALL people reading this post! wee!~~ merry posting.
Echo-ed.

Additional Info =P

June 14, 2008

Ok lah… since someone complained that it’s just 8 sentences… this is some additional info lor =P

And just now was playing Motekke Sailorfuku (Raki Suta)

and now… *wubs*

Now Playing — Hugh Grant & Haley Bennett – Way Back Into Love

Awww. *mellows* I love you Winamp.

Tired… I just came back from Mambang Diawan… it’s actually Mambang Di-Awan. (At the sky, yes). One of the most packed communists town in the country, way back during Tanah Melayu’s era. For those who actually studied and noticed it in the Form 5 History book, congrats, well done, you’d performed well. =D

Yeah I was there to see the sinsheh, or what you call… err… ‘tabib’. Lol. I forgot the word in English, someone remind me please? Thanks.

Dad lah, I just came back from Tambun from that car course thingy, tired and thought of online and sleep… and I didn’t have lunch… T_T

Alright, guess I’ll start from this morning.

Real kicker. I thought I’m not gonna have any more dreams… but when I thought I don’t have any, one came. A very weird, unexpected, sweet dream that dropped my jaw after I woke up and I manage to get a grip of myself and realised it. I swt-ed at first but I’m… quite happy =P

Well… maybe it’s called psychology effect, we used skype ‘too long’ ady. =P So before I woke up, I suddenly have a vision (well I’m dreaming) so I alt+tab at my laptop and look at my skype’s contact list. All offline… then suddenly see Steph online… Ok, so I messaged her why so late?! 4 am? You need to see your aunt… Then she replied you too lah you need to take your car course. I thought you’re supposed to be sleeping now O_O. Come to think of it I’m actually XD-ing still lol.

Then I said… something sweet lor. Got a sweet reply too. Ok, maybe that sounds superficial but what the heck it’s my dream so I care. =P Lol XD

So I woke up when BoA – Waiting played. Then after I manage to realise what happened in the dream, I laughed, and rolled on the bed, waiting for my mum to drag me up XD Lazy mah. Then after a while mum didn’t call me and I heard the sound of motorcycle leaving the house, which means she’s out to get food for us.

Hesitating, but I still stand on my feet and ‘float’ed to the sink and wash up. Took a bath, and dressed accordingly. Dad asked me, you wash your head? = = I told him, “Take bath mah, cannot wash head one meh?” = =||| Then he mentioned something about washing head in the morning blablabla I didn’t really pay attention to that as the hair dryer is quite loud lol and I just woke up. = =

Mum came back, I ate, then followed the uncle to that place. With a girl inside. Side face looks a bit like Kah Min *facepalm* but Kah Min’s way prettier than her la LOL.

= =
Ok ahhaha, then I… sign in? Went to the class, I actually missed my rubik’s so much, I should have brought it there, so damn bored as it’s not time for class yet. We went there early, as usual.

After listening to the course for the first 3 hours, I dozed off the last 30 mins. I never even noticed I dozed off = = Then when I woke up I see him handing us back our IC so I =3 and waited lor *in my heart I went yay I rested a bit XD*

Got my IC, went back to the counter, sign out, and sign in again, for practical session.

I tell you the damn clutch ah… cos my leather shoe is thick (I wore formal dress back hometown, didn’t wear not bring my sport shoe back… GG) and it slipped. Can barely feel what I’m stepping, hence the car died quite a few times, on the hill too. Then that fella keep ranting and tell me don’t let go the clutch. I know lah I drove Kwang’s car before lah yorrrr = =||

But then it’s quite fun driving around, but controlling my legs to the accelerator and clutch at the same time while releasing the handbrake is PITA… damn hard for me. *eh I drove less than 2 times ok?*

Almost crashed into the incoming lorry, he told me, then I stepped on the break, didn’t E-break lah, still far. XD

Hmm, today there’s 2 cute girls there… well compared to the previous ones, I rate this very good ady XD

The one that catches my eye, she looked like someone in one of those random photographs I have in my computer. Lol.

I’m tired.

Ah yeah, I skipped lunch, but I ate the sandwich I brought there, emergency food supply XD Too many ppl there buying lah, and it’s expensive, plus after seeing floating shit in the toilet I said, sandwich is good enough. = =|||

Real life shit beats all those 2 girls 1 cup thingy. XD

I never watch that vid, and will never will.

Answer for someone, yes I blog a lot. XD

It’s 6pm now… I wonder how’s her aunt. She have my regards, and hope she have a speedy recovery.

Which reminds me, Sempurna MIA-ed until today… guess something really happened. God bless that poor soul.

Ah yeah, the ‘tabib’ asked me after he inspect my body and count my pulse, “you sleep very late hor” I went “O_O yeah”… then after a few secs he said “Waa everything inside is so damn hot huh”, and “is your shit dry?” I XD-ed a bit and replied, “err ok lah, maybe sometimes? XD”

He shot me on the head by saying I sleep late which caused me to have liver failure. O_O Well not really failure yet thank god but it’s not performing at the rate of what it should be. *stuns*

… and I prove my mother wrong. There’s nothing wrong with my lungs! XD Yay =D

I actually think a lot during the class… a lot. Random thoughts, I even build castles in the air. x_x

I think I have the answer to my questions now. Lol.

Tell me about inspirational thoughts XDDDD

I’m gonna break my record 1 min in rubik’s cube… Grrrr.

Last night hand itchy, so grab a pack of cards and started recording =D Too bad I suck at my sleights, and I forgot most of it *drawing circles on the floor* but what the hell XD

I remembered why I didn’t blog so much that time… I didn’t want to make what I’d posted look fake. 😉

*coughs*

Guess later at night I’ll take the medication prescribed.

So before I end this, I’ll spend 1 min to pray for the need and recover fast for all.

God bless.

Alex.

Premonition?

June 13, 2008

I have a weird feeling that something big is gonna turn up this weekend… been bugging me for a few days.

Silverhawk is correct, I’m hoping something. Man…

So now Hock Ken owes me Pizza Hut. Yay.

Things will not happen twice… like “pisang tidak akan berbuah kali kedua”.

Well if it really happens, it’s gonna be the end of the world.

Writing in BM really pisses me off as I forget how to use it. = = It’s been 2 years… and I ‘ ‘ drastically.

Now Playing — Seihai – F/SN OST

Yes, the correct song for current atmosphere.

Wait, the next one seems better. Talk about solemnity… F/SN ones really damn sombre.

I feel like… there is no tomorrow. I’m trapped within the surrogate of myself.

Perhaps it’s time to learn that it should be that way.

Well, at least I’m still conscious now.

Geez why my room so hot one despite the fact that my air-cond is on = =

Sometimes I do wonder why am I born as Scorpio… planet of the extremes.

Yeah, there’s humanist, naturalist, and extremist. Take a guess.

So she said we deceive people huh? Well I have to admit that it’s the fact. Collateral deceiving happens too… it’s all based on the person itself, on how to portray it. Once it gets out of control, it will be our-so-called delusional piece of mind.

‘Art of Deception’ by Kevin Mitnick really teaches a lot of stuff… and I just had a glance of it.

Didn’t read Harry Potter (knew it lol).

My ego is over 9000 (tested and proven all around the world)

My line is giving me problems… The irony part, I can do everything using 60.54.*.* IP besides accessing to GArena. What can I do? Go burn TM phone line?

Tried to master Heise’s method, but still stuck after the squares. I’ll see what I can do.

This Saturday is my car course. 6 hours. God.

My silhouette is no longer there… in ___ place. I know it’s time to ____ away.

Scorpio, scorpio.

Now I understand why “With great power comes great responsibility”.

I really hope someone can knock it off my head.

I’m just a sad… guy. *mental breakdown*

Ah yeah just finished dota-ing with smacky plus AI+ easy = = Sniper… powderful late game. But still lag. Sigh. At least *note the keyword* we played.

Well, am I that scary?

AC.

Lol… I <3 Notts

June 12, 2008

I beh tahan after reading and just have to post this ffs (for fun sake).

MMU TREAT NEW STUDENTS LIKE 3YEAROLD KIDS

NOTTS TREAT US LIKE ADULTS. ❤

FTW.

XDXD

Ok.

Let’s see, waking up with a weird dream, and changed wake up song. Lol. Stuns there. As blur as ever.

Never mind.

Got a 60.54.*.* IP, and downloading gunbound at maxspeed. Lol.

Now downloading Bleach. Woot.

Aborne… lol. =P (I damn paiseh if there’s really a meaning lol)

Hmm, guess compared to someone who entered university life in advance… it’s really a big difference huh.

Well at the very least for me, I noticed a thick scroll of listed changes in my life once I’m admitted to Notts lol.

Guess different place, different lifestyle, different people really make vast changes upon one’s life.

My poor ears… Now I’m feeling dizzy due to the volume just now = = ish.

Wonder how did I survive in the club that night after annual dinner.

“Old McDonald have a farm…” XDXD

Yeah, that was played in the club. Cool DJ FTW.

It never ceases to amuse me everytime I see a nice sentence constructed out of pure playful, descriptive words. It’s like a masterpiece has been borned. Wow. Lol.

I can’t believe I said that. XD

Tired.

I’m sorry to someone. I didn’t fulfill that person’s wish lol. Guess if I want a change I really have to.

Good luck to you in exam.

“I just wanna be…”

Now Playing — Se7en – I Just Wanna Be

San zhou lou lou amyhs99 sent me a screenie and shocked my ass of. 130kbps downloading Bleach using p1wimax for FREE. = =||| Lucky bastard. Lol.

Which reminds me that I have to install CFosSpeed to regulate between downloading and surfing speeds.

BTW, I’m doing malay essay for a friend = =|||

Geez.

Lol.

Nyaaaaaaaakuuuuuuuuuuuuu =3

Who knows how to decipher dreams?

Been having weird dreams lately… something is up soon.

Well, we’ll see.

AC. Alternative Change. Lol.

Something’s Are Better Left Unsaid

June 12, 2008

Now Playing — BoA – Waiting

The Forbidden Kingdom is completing in a few minutes time. KungFu Panda… not bad. I like the storyline.

Taylor Swift… nice voice.

Been not able to login to GArena… I think it’s my IP problem. What the hell, 60.54 is giving problems accessing GArena lah now?

Or it’s just me… I don’t know.

Maybe it’s me.

Been trying to be out of the ordinary, but the fact is I’m no more than an ordinary person.

Toilet seems to be the most inspirational place one could be. I tend to concur now. Been having weird thoughts in toilet which are totally awesome.

Words can’t describe how I feel now, if you could, I will marry you straight away if you’re a girl, and if you’re a guy, I’m gonna turn gay for you.

At least I found something out of nothing… and it’s not something for nothing… I do gain a lot from this.

Just that been wondering would it be better if it didn’t happened.

Starting to disrespect with my own decisions that’s it.

Been doubting myself.

The Forbidden Kingdom completed. Ok, time to restart router and see if I still have problems with GArena…

“… in the end… it doesn’t even matter~”

AC. *tomg ends*

Out of curiosity…

June 10, 2008

… I went and open a new tab, click on the address bar, typed n and press down key and enter. Then I scroll down and eh? Interesting… read on then… it’s a trap!!!!!1111oneoneone

Nevertheless, for fun sake, I’ll do it anyway lol.

tagged again.. waaa~~

1. At what age do you wish to marry?
3 7 21. According to astrology it’s the arc of adulthood. I don’t really care anyway lol (for now).

2. Where will you go if someone sponsor you a tour ticket?
Netherlands! and UK, everywhere in fact. (yes I’m greedy XD)

3. If you could have one word that’ll describe your mood right now, what would it be?
Roller-coaster (you wouldn’t know what to expect while you’re at it).

4. Do you think money can buy happiness?
Indirectly, in a way. But happiness can’t buy money =( lol.

5. if you could have one dream to come true, what would it be?
Please destroy this world and create a new one. It’s contaminated with shitloads fgs. Wipe humans off the earth and create a new breed.

“The real world was created 3 years ago” — The Melancholy of Suzumiya Haruhi XD

6. Do you believe you can survive without money?
Why not? Provided everything is free in this world. *back to barter system* Lol.

7. What are you afraid to lose the most?
Parents, the ones I care and love, the unlisted. Dignity.

8. if you win one million wat would u do?
Stop asking useless questions, it won’t happen, will it? XD
Ok ok… Buy houses opposite my housing estate and rent it out to UTAR buggers, and get more revenue, and with more income = more house to be bought = more place to rent out = more revenue.

It’s the snowball effect =D Lol. Not forgetting to parents, the needy, etc.

9. how would you describe the person u like at the moment?
Err… let’s just say… I don’t know who I like. XD

10. list out 3 good points of the person who tagged you
Genius, Hardworking (VERY), Special.

11. what are the requirements that you wish from the other half?
Communicate with me fgs. = = Faithful, and whatever that you can think of.

12. if you could rewind the time, would you?
Even if you can rewind time, you still cannot undo the damage done in the past. It’s all part of the History. Notice why that day when I watch the Hindu Film he rather destroy the “futuristic computer” that can view your future instead of using it to change one’s destiny. Lol. XD

But seriously, it’s part of life. You wouldn’t learn if you go back and change it again.

13. what’s ur ambition?
Second Bill Gates.

14. if you can teleport once, where will you go?
Screw you if I can only teleport once. If I teleport there ady how am I gonna come back? Genius. = =

So let’s say teleport back and forth (assumption made), so… I’ll go to Wong Tai Sin in Hong Kong, pray there, fulfill my task, and come back. =D

15. what will you do to your crush?(personal question)
“You said it best… when you said nothing at all…” hugs her and stare at the sky with her.

16. if you could undo one mistake from the past, wat would it be?
I’ll tell my dad, DON’T COME BACK TO MALAYSIA, let me be born in Australia FGS. XD

17. if you have a chance, which part of your character would u like to change?
Ignorance…

18. what music have u been listening to recently?
I don’t know… let’s see… seems to be “Where Are You”

19. wat is the one thing u cannot do but u wish u could?
Nothing in particular… just accept the fact that it’s part of life. =)

20. wat do you want to say to everyone right now?
Take care all. Life’s fragile, god knows when we will just crash and burn and depart from this world. Value your life. Think of your loved ones. XD

I tag:-
You. Yes YOU. Readers of my blog. Just in case someone decides to run away, steph and kristy, I tag you both. XD

*OT — Kah Min’s DP… walao… she look so damn slim now. =D