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Rule [2.1]

June 17, 2008

“Rule Breaker – I suck”


12:30 AM… probably one of my early times of blogging.

Now Playing — Andre Rieu & The Johann Strauss Orchestra – Emperor’s Waltz

Rawrrrr spaming in SC as usual… regardless of date.

Torrented quite a few vids… Quite useful, but time consuming, need to practice. I like Witness by Lee Asher! Damn cool. Lol.

Rubik’s… getting faster at the F2L… but still having problems at slotting them in = =||| But I have a general grasp of it already. Hoping to get faster… but my cube is getting dirty and worn out. =\

I want those speedcubing special DIY cubes man… *drool* lol.

But I still have to memorise those OLLs and PLLs… WTF man. Wait, first I need to get my notation straight. = =


Ok this morning woke up, mum told me eh 11 ady go out. Ok Time for a haircut and take photograph for my L license. Then switched on the laptop (it’s already on so just move the mouse XD) and see bluescreen = =||| Wow…

Restarted and blasted Croatian Rhapsody. Then took my bath, ate and went out.

Brought my rubik’s too XD

So I went to a new shop for haircut, after that quite ok la my hair now shorter LOL (well duh) and it doesn’t really look nice if I didn’t comb it. =\ Ah well.

Yes I was playing rubik’s while she’s cutting my hair. Then after I solve ady I lazy so I kept the cube XD

The other shampoo girls were watching some real life voodoo thingy on TV. Quite scary from the reflection of the mirror to the TV Screen.

So left the place and headed for lunch in my usual shop ‘Lam Kee’. I always go there and eat and walk to Pusat Tuisyen Cheng that time (yes it’s the same Cheng for English and mandarin lol). It’s like my second food home ady. Lol back then lah.

So ate there, and went to Peking Optical Shop and chatted with Chun Kit’s parents. Haha. Talked a lot there, for my mum lah, I spoke quite a few words too lah.

Playing rubik’s all that while, saw Chun Kit’s sister with her dog… I dunno how you spell ‘shit tzu’ lol. Anyway I’m glad to know I’m not the only one that sleeps late wake up late and eat lunch straight away after I wake up XD

Then… auntie sent us back… thanks auntie.

I went into my room, and forgot what I did… = =

Then evening nothing much also ‘chopping then no inspiration and it sucks. = =

I found some tuts, but phailed miserably. Cannot get it.

Ah well…

I don’t even have an idea for the layout. = = God forbid, I really suck in AP compared to last time.


Mana artistic part of me now? Gone with the wind ah?

Keong called me this evening… and made me curse in cantonese for 45 minutes. = =||| Sure happens. God knows why he received a ‘cardboard’ (actually it’s a Post Office receipt = =|||) and told me he doesn’t know what the hell is that and the other Ipoh langs from NS got it too.

So he called me up to ask me whether I receive such stuffs or not, I checked the mailbox on the box and I can only see my dad’s name on it so it’s a no.

Then I say eh why you and them kena one… and this is the comeback reply:

“We fai chai yat gor le mah… you sei tiu chai… ketua wor, gang hai umm sai ge lah”

I lol-ed wtf.

Was looking at CC’s thread – “How do you make love” and I was laughing my ass off. Lol. WTF. = =

“Blame Malaysia for not having sex education” — hell yeah man. Lol.

Yes… = = Ixora connection sucks. Woot. But it’s free wth wth wth wth.

Anna went aiyerrrrrr lol. Yes I know notts don’t have that = = damn bloody Pioneer and ExBB… bastards. Grr.

Ah well I couldn’t care less anyway I would camp in Tiscra or somewhere in the Orange Building for wifi back then =w

Tired… and yes I’m sick… in either way.

Rubik’s… ahhhh

So at night dinner… and then… err took the photos… aiyerrr my eyes so small = = yes I slept late. Didn’t sleep well.

I spit on my back palm wtf this morning, what kind of weird dream is that. = =|||

Not really spit la I’m just letting the saliva out when I’m 1/4 awake XDD


Project ‘ey’ halted temporarily… can be continued, screw the top.

I dunno la….

By the rate of ‘Tongue Tied’ being played by my winamp… if I really listen to it I can bloody memorise the lyrics. = =

Hmm I should write a list of songs for different emotions rawrrr

“Just call my name and I’ll be there…”

Now Playing — Westlife – I’ll Be There

No dota for today too.

Second day. OMG.



Short hair is short.

I shall attempt on ASCII art soon LOL *wahahhaha*

= =

Random rant — I’m not that stupid not to know that fapping requires alt + tab and distraction lol.

Woooooot is it what I think it is?


Now Playing — Hirano Aya & Katou Emiri & Fukuhara Kaori & Endou Aya – Valentine Kiss

“Astawa dokuede da special day~”

Lol… yeah valentine’s day is special. I think.

“Valentine Day Kisssssssssssss” *swings head from left to right back and forth*


Hmm *regret*




“dango dango dango dango dango dango dango dango daikazuku~”

Lalalalalala =P

Ah well. Guess that ends it. Another boring day pt 2.


Piano… T_T

“I am a dreamer…” — Card Captor Sakura – Platinum


Additional Info =P

June 14, 2008

Ok lah… since someone complained that it’s just 8 sentences… this is some additional info lor =P

And just now was playing Motekke Sailorfuku (Raki Suta)

and now… *wubs*

Now Playing — Hugh Grant & Haley Bennett – Way Back Into Love

Awww. *mellows* I love you Winamp.

Tired… I just came back from Mambang Diawan… it’s actually Mambang Di-Awan. (At the sky, yes). One of the most packed communists town in the country, way back during Tanah Melayu’s era. For those who actually studied and noticed it in the Form 5 History book, congrats, well done, you’d performed well. =D

Yeah I was there to see the sinsheh, or what you call… err… ‘tabib’. Lol. I forgot the word in English, someone remind me please? Thanks.

Dad lah, I just came back from Tambun from that car course thingy, tired and thought of online and sleep… and I didn’t have lunch… T_T

Alright, guess I’ll start from this morning.

Real kicker. I thought I’m not gonna have any more dreams… but when I thought I don’t have any, one came. A very weird, unexpected, sweet dream that dropped my jaw after I woke up and I manage to get a grip of myself and realised it. I swt-ed at first but I’m… quite happy =P

Well… maybe it’s called psychology effect, we used skype ‘too long’ ady. =P So before I woke up, I suddenly have a vision (well I’m dreaming) so I alt+tab at my laptop and look at my skype’s contact list. All offline… then suddenly see Steph online… Ok, so I messaged her why so late?! 4 am? You need to see your aunt… Then she replied you too lah you need to take your car course. I thought you’re supposed to be sleeping now O_O. Come to think of it I’m actually XD-ing still lol.

Then I said… something sweet lor. Got a sweet reply too. Ok, maybe that sounds superficial but what the heck it’s my dream so I care. =P Lol XD

So I woke up when BoA – Waiting played. Then after I manage to realise what happened in the dream, I laughed, and rolled on the bed, waiting for my mum to drag me up XD Lazy mah. Then after a while mum didn’t call me and I heard the sound of motorcycle leaving the house, which means she’s out to get food for us.

Hesitating, but I still stand on my feet and ‘float’ed to the sink and wash up. Took a bath, and dressed accordingly. Dad asked me, you wash your head? = = I told him, “Take bath mah, cannot wash head one meh?” = =||| Then he mentioned something about washing head in the morning blablabla I didn’t really pay attention to that as the hair dryer is quite loud lol and I just woke up. = =

Mum came back, I ate, then followed the uncle to that place. With a girl inside. Side face looks a bit like Kah Min *facepalm* but Kah Min’s way prettier than her la LOL.

= =
Ok ahhaha, then I… sign in? Went to the class, I actually missed my rubik’s so much, I should have brought it there, so damn bored as it’s not time for class yet. We went there early, as usual.

After listening to the course for the first 3 hours, I dozed off the last 30 mins. I never even noticed I dozed off = = Then when I woke up I see him handing us back our IC so I =3 and waited lor *in my heart I went yay I rested a bit XD*

Got my IC, went back to the counter, sign out, and sign in again, for practical session.

I tell you the damn clutch ah… cos my leather shoe is thick (I wore formal dress back hometown, didn’t wear not bring my sport shoe back… GG) and it slipped. Can barely feel what I’m stepping, hence the car died quite a few times, on the hill too. Then that fella keep ranting and tell me don’t let go the clutch. I know lah I drove Kwang’s car before lah yorrrr = =||

But then it’s quite fun driving around, but controlling my legs to the accelerator and clutch at the same time while releasing the handbrake is PITA… damn hard for me. *eh I drove less than 2 times ok?*

Almost crashed into the incoming lorry, he told me, then I stepped on the break, didn’t E-break lah, still far. XD

Hmm, today there’s 2 cute girls there… well compared to the previous ones, I rate this very good ady XD

The one that catches my eye, she looked like someone in one of those random photographs I have in my computer. Lol.

I’m tired.

Ah yeah, I skipped lunch, but I ate the sandwich I brought there, emergency food supply XD Too many ppl there buying lah, and it’s expensive, plus after seeing floating shit in the toilet I said, sandwich is good enough. = =|||

Real life shit beats all those 2 girls 1 cup thingy. XD

I never watch that vid, and will never will.

Answer for someone, yes I blog a lot. XD

It’s 6pm now… I wonder how’s her aunt. She have my regards, and hope she have a speedy recovery.

Which reminds me, Sempurna MIA-ed until today… guess something really happened. God bless that poor soul.

Ah yeah, the ‘tabib’ asked me after he inspect my body and count my pulse, “you sleep very late hor” I went “O_O yeah”… then after a few secs he said “Waa everything inside is so damn hot huh”, and “is your shit dry?” I XD-ed a bit and replied, “err ok lah, maybe sometimes? XD”

He shot me on the head by saying I sleep late which caused me to have liver failure. O_O Well not really failure yet thank god but it’s not performing at the rate of what it should be. *stuns*

… and I prove my mother wrong. There’s nothing wrong with my lungs! XD Yay =D

I actually think a lot during the class… a lot. Random thoughts, I even build castles in the air. x_x

I think I have the answer to my questions now. Lol.

Tell me about inspirational thoughts XDDDD

I’m gonna break my record 1 min in rubik’s cube… Grrrr.

Last night hand itchy, so grab a pack of cards and started recording =D Too bad I suck at my sleights, and I forgot most of it *drawing circles on the floor* but what the hell XD

I remembered why I didn’t blog so much that time… I didn’t want to make what I’d posted look fake. 😉


Guess later at night I’ll take the medication prescribed.

So before I end this, I’ll spend 1 min to pray for the need and recover fast for all.

God bless.


Something’s Are Better Left Unsaid

June 12, 2008

Now Playing — BoA – Waiting

The Forbidden Kingdom is completing in a few minutes time. KungFu Panda… not bad. I like the storyline.

Taylor Swift… nice voice.

Been not able to login to GArena… I think it’s my IP problem. What the hell, 60.54 is giving problems accessing GArena lah now?

Or it’s just me… I don’t know.

Maybe it’s me.

Been trying to be out of the ordinary, but the fact is I’m no more than an ordinary person.

Toilet seems to be the most inspirational place one could be. I tend to concur now. Been having weird thoughts in toilet which are totally awesome.

Words can’t describe how I feel now, if you could, I will marry you straight away if you’re a girl, and if you’re a guy, I’m gonna turn gay for you.

At least I found something out of nothing… and it’s not something for nothing… I do gain a lot from this.

Just that been wondering would it be better if it didn’t happened.

Starting to disrespect with my own decisions that’s it.

Been doubting myself.

The Forbidden Kingdom completed. Ok, time to restart router and see if I still have problems with GArena…

“… in the end… it doesn’t even matter~”

AC. *tomg ends*

Rule [2]

June 10, 2008

Scrap Post 7:16 PM 6/9/2008

Now Playing — Hirano Aya – God Knows

Just finished watching Please Teach Me English (Korean Movie). Quite funny. “watashi…” *hums*

That day I watched “Art Of Seduction”… players movie. Lol. That’s a good one right there. Quite a number of catchy phrases too. A bit unrealistic, due to the fact that I’m not there yet, so I fail to believe that it will happen… lol.

Internet down… while I’m downloading gunbound around 69%… >”< grr

If I could simulate my current heartbeat… it would be the following:

*saves printscreen*

Yes… it’s just the same as the graph.

Now Playing — F/SN OST – Anata ga Ita Mori (TV Size)

Nice song… Now I understand why Caleb likes this song so much that he could loop this song for the whole night. Very meaningful lyrics.

Saber… T_T My ‘Saber’…

Downloading KungFu panda… damn line. I’m gonna call TM tonight.

Today… first time… never GG-ed yet.

Sudden change of timetable… due to the fact that internet has been failing me…

… and someone is stalking me.

*Va len tine dayyyyyy kissssss uuuu* XD

Raki Suta desu~~~~

If I have a revolver with me now I’ll definitely gun down not Kagami but of course Konata grrrrrr… lol.

Tomorrow’s test… I’ll prepare everything by tonight.

It’s been gloomy today.

I’d been hugging my bolster for as long as I can remember.

God… bread crumps with ants. BRB.

AC. 7:26 PM 6/9/2008


Rule number 2

Trust your instincts, not your feelings.

Lesson learned? Ok.

3 minutes difference… and between Triple Scorpio and not. Lol.

Downloading KungFu panda… hopefully can finish by tomorrow. Played dota 1 match due to the rapidshare waiting time… got axe and swapped with furion, and lost. Can win one, those idiots just died suddenly and lost the whole game = =.

Saw lilgirl online in Skype. I went o_O and said hi. Then after quite sometime only got reply, apparently the connection in that cc sucks. = =

Anna was like… lol. Chilling out… yeah you better do so. Lol.

hiatus = a break.

Was slightly upset at times… esp when I can’t understand Heise method. = =|||

I think I better off now. Read Kurikulum Pendidikan Pemandu (KPP) = = Never even touched that.

Alright, wish me luck for undang tomorrow. Jya~neh.

Signing off,


Rule [1]

June 9, 2008

Always do not take things for granted.

Lesson learned? Good.

I woke up this morning… mum dragged me out of bed. Me, the blur one when I wake up, hesitated and wanted more sleep as I slept at 6 AM in the morning? Lol. Then I walked to my laptop, switched it on, and looked at my handset. Checked the time, 7 something in the morning… ok. Then noticed a small envelope logo beside the time… oh so I went let’s check it out.

Read, and smiled.

Then, brushed up, this and that, then ate dumpling for lunch. God forbid, I don’t even know that it’s dumpling festival. = = Father’s day is coming soon, and I still owe mum a present. = =|||

Now I really need to go Ipoh to get something… for mum and dad plus myself (shirts?) then I realised that I woke up too late during Saturday morning (yesterday, err I mean 2 days before *points to time*) so it got cancelled.

TM called me again while I’m playing dota… = =||| and I say that I’m facing major timeout, well, I am. Fark man, the line is so damn smooth at times, and it’s rough as hell. Tell me about mother nature… it’s exactly the same thing.

When else fails… meebo is the way to go. Helped Susan with her stuffs… payback for her lor, she helped me quite a bit that time… =)

So this evening watched TV, planning to save some money using my own acc… XD *lolz* then watched the Taiwanese TV show and laughed my ass off… seriously, only Taiwanese people have the guts to do all kinds of shit. Lol. Hillarious indeed. Then, I forgot to add that yesterday I was watching TV2, a Taiwanese show also = = and a magician performed… he’s quite a bigshot in Taiwan apparently… nice sleights, tho I think that his showmanship is not as good as others (me criticising him? lol who am I T_T). IMHO lah, okeh?

Been to a random blog… and I’d noticed that her spiritual level is over 9000++ *don’t worry you will never know who muahahhaha, wait, if I give a hint someone here might know =W*

Then to another, and I went… omg… Lol. It never fails to amuse me… smart.

BTW, to know whether someone is a genius or not… it doesn’t take another genius to test some other geniuses to prove that the others are geniuses. Lol, get it?

I did… and I found my answer (by coincidence… lol). Repsects.

Ah yeah, I got timepassages to work… damn should have read the *.nfo file earlier… and power of intuition… lead me to the correct thread ^^

Surprisingly I might / might not be Triple Scorpio… as ya know birth cert’s timing is off. You will never know. i just found out that my mum gave me the wrong info *facepalm* and I created my own profile again. *thansks Cubbie for this wonderful piece of software* and I looked at the top right… Sagittarius Rising… no longer Scorpio Rising… T_T well as I said, both also the damn “bowl” lol. = =||| So basically it doesn’t differ much, just that I feel that being Triple Scorpio is better… more powderful lol.

Matched mine with Anna… and I was lol-ing all the way. It’s quite true, both of our egos… a bit too high dontcha think? =P

But don’t worry, you’re attractive enough for me to lower down mine =P


Then my internet failed me again….

L License exam on Tuesday… tomorrow (today) wake up and study… huhuhu… <- I know I sounded like a retard. = =

God knows why humans are created in such a way that we all differ so much… lol. Thank god it’s the way it is XD

*yawns* Probably the aftermath of last night’s marathon.

Tired…. eyes blinking and filled with tears after yawning. Geez.

DL-ing KungFu Panda… hopefully manage to get it done.

COABH new thread already… new version, and anderson is back. Straight away kena tiu ady. Um tiu um sang seng one that fucker. = =

Censor the profanity yourself if you cannot stand those.

I have to say… after reading, I feel better. Slightly. It gives some motivation… unlike something else which would trash me down the drain.

*looking at my rubiks cube* *thinking of*

*when can I master heise technique… T_T*

Seems easy and hard. = = Enough said.

MSN died. Skype… empty list.

GArena… error. But had quite a few fun games… but host rmk wtf… ownage medusa ^^ good combo with orge magi. Razor nice farming and denying… but in the end kena tapao… = = teammates left. GG.

Today used Faerie and kena trashed. GG. Why others can thrash ppl with Faerie man… I don’t get it.

I suck in dota lol.

It’s 2:28 AM 6/9/2008. I should forget it.

Well, sleep now, nites.

Alex. million miles away
*edit — Saw this in CC, nice poem silverhawk. Bloody Grand Trine owner lol. =P


IF you can keep your head when all about you
Are losing theirs and blaming it on you,
If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you,
But make allowance for their doubting too;
If you can wait and not be tired by waiting,
Or being lied about, don’t deal in lies,
Or being hated, don’t give way to hating,
And yet don’t look too good, nor talk too wise:

If you can dream – and not make dreams your master;
If you can think – and not make thoughts your aim;
If you can meet with Triumph and Disaster
And treat those two impostors just the same;
If you can bear to hear the truth you’ve spoken
Twisted by knaves to make a trap for fools,
Or watch the things you gave your life to, broken,
And stoop and build ’em up with worn-out tools:

If you can make one heap of all your winnings
And risk it on one turn of pitch-and-toss,
And lose, and start again at your beginnings
And never breathe a word about your loss;
If you can force your heart and nerve and sinew
To serve your turn long after they are gone,
And so hold on when there is nothing in you
Except the Will which says to them: ‘Hold on!’

If you can talk with crowds and keep your virtue,
‘ Or walk with Kings – nor lose the common touch,
if neither foes nor loving friends can hurt you,
If all men count with you, but none too much;
If you can fill the unforgiving minute
With sixty seconds’ worth of distance run,
Yours is the Earth and everything that’s in it,
And – which is more – you’ll be a Man, my son!

Rudyard Kipling


June 8, 2008

This morning… I woke up at around 9 or 10 I think 9… someone called… quite noisy background sound, and I tulan… cos so damn early and I can’t hear jackshit… so I stopped the call, dropped the phone, and went to sleep. Around 10 TM called me again, and I just say oh ok ok ok bye. Then dragged myself to the laptop, played “where are you”, and went back to sleep.

Woke up around 1 something… mum chased me out of bed… ask me to have my lunch.

Then I stayed in the room… played dota, she sms-ed. Then later in the evening… watch TV lor. Was playing rubik’s cube… and suddenly I just think of…

Took my bath, and then dinner. Was watching “The Art Of Seduction”, a korean movie, quite funny lol just around 10 mins then I go out and take my dinner… it’s around 9PM. Claypot Chicken Rice… woo. Then saw… eh?! Train Man? I straight away sit down and keep laughing… cos I understand how that guy feel… and the japanese emoticons are super kawaii~ lol. It’s just funny… and the girl quite brave. Haha.

But in the end, don’t really get it… wonder why the Densha Otoko The Series was actually linked with this Densha Otoko the movie… I need some JDrama fans to clarify this for me.


Ah well.

Just after the movie finished… Kok Hoe called. I’m like eh? “Hi boss fan kao mei?” lol. Then 5 mins later come and fetch me go yumchar. = =

Went to the toilet, changed, and weeee off to mamak. First went to “tin wu” or whatever cocked-up english name they give it. Ate Bubur Caca… Lol. Then chatted till jaws drop. It’s been 2 years. Kar Mun, Jun Soon came too. Saw Kok Hoong… and lc Simon (I couldn’t give a shit anyway, don’t want to greet then fine lor), and other random ppl.

Then… supposedly went to the market for something to eat… as the shop is closing… = = so off we left to Kampar Market… and nothing left there too… all closing ady. Man, at night Kampar is really a dead town.

Now Playing — Bellefire – What Hurts The Most (lol random)

Err, went back to Bandar Baru again… = = Sorry Kar Mun… there goes your petrol… we wanted to belanja him makan for bringing us makan but he never eat or drink during the second session… = =

So went to Gurney’s Corner (roti canai sucks! Dhal too!) and ordered. Talked here and there, dota, this and that. A lot. Until I feel that I have a sorethroat. Gg.

Steph sms-ed. Was informed that someone watched the replay several times already… cannot play watch also good. =(

Then she’s leaving at 8AM tomorrow… I mean today.

Tried calling her and she thought that I play missed call. = =


So after the second session, they sent me back, it’s around 2 something ady… now it’s like 2:41 AM. = =|||

Brushed up, and blogging now.

While I’m brushing my teeth I suddenly hear the music… “He’s the reason of the teardrops on my guitar…” damn loud… it’s not really loud, but clear, as it’s at night… I’m like… ok…

How many ways to say okay? – okay, ok, okeh (lol), OK, okie, okies, okiezz, a ok, ok bitch, <insert here>

Back to topic, so I started blogging now due to request… a request which I cannot reject…

I’m particularly sober right now…

Guess that’s all. I’ll pour more somewhere.

eXP (was called as is)

*edit — I saw someone that looked like Kristy. = =

Heart… scared…

June 7, 2008

Well was chatting with Anna, and I suddenly remembered that… my exam results… oh god.

I think leaving TSF isn’t that bad afterall, I might learn to appreciate TSF once I left… I took things for granted. =((

Now Playing — Josh Groban – I’ll Be Home for Christmas

Sweet song… *wub*

Lisa is as caring as ever. =)

I wonder if anyone really bothers to read my blogposts… as most of them come for F_D, not my personal stuffs… and since I closed Googlebot spidering bloghits dropped drastically as if someone closed the pipe while the water is flowing… to me now bloghits matters nothing… only thing matters is I can convey what I wanted in freedom and it won’t be used against me.

Freedom of expression, which is what I don’t have.

Random thought — It’s a good thing if someone blushes for you.

Was spamming in SC… lol. Now waiting Cubbie for the results… nyhahaahhahha XD

God, my waist hurts… maybe the way I sit. T_T Was sitting in the living room for the whole night until I got my router issue sorted… I hope it stays the way it is now.

I want to download KungFu Panda… XD

Lilgirl didn’t online today… and she complain cannot online… well Murphy’s at action again…



After further reading, I think I’m starting to accept myself for the way I am… well feeling this way, at the very least I know it’s part of me, and it’s normal… to feel that way. I won’t change it, as it can’t be changed in the first place… and I will just let it be. After that as long as it doesn’t affect my day then I’m fine with it.

No point struggling over it. It will just waste my effort and mood.

I’ll probably add a counter in blogspot. *hint* (doink, gotcha)

I don’t feel like typing much today… been sad for the whole evening… now feeling better after that dota match… first time no one leave and a complete 5v5 game. Tho opponent left last minute when about to gg. Haha.

I still have the replay… I can back it up. Tho my mirana lousy lah, but ellokawan says my ulti time damn on time one. =D =D =D

1 more day till I quit dota… or maybe not. =(

I feel like…


*heaves a blank sigh*

I’ll walk out.


This is a random title. (3214)

June 6, 2008

The following is a random sentence:
I think I found a list of blogs-to-read from now on… if only it’s earlier. Lol.

K nexttttttttt (not sing K punya K ok?) [Damn I love parodying XD]

*skips song*

Now Playing — Shimizu Kaori – he_yo_reason&mechanique

I always like Jap songs… wahahhahahha. Not because that they sound cute… nooooooo but for the fact that they have a unique tune to it… something like JTrance or that feel… ahh… orgasm to the ears… at times. Lol. Well having that said, I have to exclude “yamateh” as it’s annoying LOL. XD
(that is if you watch Japanese porn and you understand what it means XD)

So, *changes song*

Now Playing — Kawai Kenji – Kagayake Shounen Shoujo

Ah… how I wish to enjoy life with her with this song as BGM (damn I watched F/SN too many times issit XDDDDDDDD)

Back to where we halted, it’s just funny that such a short paragraph being able to convey the message to effectively with such beautiful phrases and words… just wonderful. Tell me about being praised if you have good English… The thing is, I can notice what other people’s mistake, not my own (well if I’d noticed it myself, I will correct it, and it’s no longer a mistake fgs).


Woot. XDDD

June 5, 2008

Now Playing — Kawai Kenji – Emiya -Kenji Kawai ver.-  In Winamp (first time, it’s always MPC).

Woot! XD

Oh damn raining. Hmm.

Now where should I start from… =\



  • F/SN OST rocks! (well ofc)
  • L license exam on next Tuesday… (I knew it)
  • Be strong Steph
  • Compatibility test… apparently I’m ‘ngam’ with JS and Cubbie. LOL.
  • Insomniac. Can’t sleep.
  • GGC New Patch Suxxors bigtime
  • I love Skype ❤ ❤ ❤
  • Heard Anna’s voice for the first time (and she hung up VERY quickly =( )
  • Dig a ditch 6 ft under, and threw it inside, bury it.
  • Woke up with a sneeze… and water keep flowing out from my nose
  • Hormonal imbalance… due to last night cannot sleep. Gg-ness.
  • I believe in what I see. (hint hint lol)
  • Anyone can help me to unlock my premonition abilities are more than welcome to PM me. LOL.
  • Woot… now playing Rolling Star XD
  • Dota-time. Ngek ngek (hopefully I don’t get trashed X_X) [parody of someone’s tune LOL]
  • I’m a paradoxical applicator (lol ignore this XD)
  • Must remember a place called xanga.
  • Must remember to view other blogspot’s source for insight and design details
  • Guess nothing else. Lol.

Well… something concerns me… did I mention a story 4 years ago regarding the accuracy of Star’s Horoscope section? I went out to Ipoh and stayed overnight for 1 week in my friend’s (now my pet-sis) house, and I went out with 4 girls and 1 guy (myself). So walked around, and then all the other girls left besides my pet sis and her sis. So we walked to her father’s store in the market in *omg what’s the damn name of the complex I forgot shit* err ah Super Kinta. Lol. Then I grab the Star and went straight for the horoscope section… and it says:

“You will be going out with 4 people of your opposite sex today.”

That’s it. I stuncock there, petrified. Tell me about accuracy. But that was 4 years ago. Lol. Now not so accurate ady… too bad lolz.

Well… current one is:

“Something will end. There will be a bitter-sweet flavour to this ending but this is to be more or less expected.”

Hmm… I don’t want to anticipate bitter-sweet moments man… ><

Alrighty, that’s all.

Peace to all.

Alex the unlocker. Lol.


June 4, 2008

Now Playing — God Knows — Melancholy of Suzumiya Haruhi MV

Now Doing — Posting blog…

Now Gonna Do — Go imageshack and host images

Well I’ll start with pictures… anyone here watched Lucky Star before?

The following picture is a screenshot from the opening of the anime. Sorry for the bad quality, it is as is when I got it. Gomen gomen.

Then… guess what I’d found that day while lurking around 4chan or hongfire I forgot:

Fate/Stay Night version parody of Lucky Star!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Ok ok…

Just finished one round of dota with voodee and viruz, from what seemed to be eternity, login also take like years, then in game years also. Gg… kena tapao. I know lah, my fault, lousai lina… tho I play assist mode… the other anonymous two members not bad but not good too. If you get what I mean.

Anyway I feel tired. Oh god I forgot to do something… today is pray day. = =

Mum reminded me since yesterday night. God, forgive me.

Blame voodee because he says fast game and then viruz took all of the time already. =X

BRB. Now only I remember what I forgot to do *facepalm*

… and of course, I always fee insecure, which is why I always screw up. *sighs* I always feel like… every line of what other people say is ambiguous. Since when I’d turned into such remorseful state.

Mantle of intelligence… give it to me pls oh dear God XD